Guilty Minds: Welcome To White Bridge (Home Of The Red Devil) (Part 2)

I know people see me as a wreck who lives under Micah´s shadow and party like no ones business but honestly what is my life without Micah. Cheer leading is the only thing I have besides the people I hang around with, they believe all my choices are just bad for me. Maybe they are but I am only doing what I know will help me escape my reality. Help me run from my situation because that´s what I do pop pill, drink and pretend everything´s okay that´'s the Bailey I am.

Ivy was my best friend sis middle school she knew better than anyone but she goes through her own problems. Before Ivy and I would stay on the phone for hours because our parents were fighting, but now her life and expectations revolved around her. Whatever her parents were doing she didn´t care not realizing she left me with nobody. Thats the Bailey I know, the one that gets left and abandoned and treated like sh** but is there for those when needed.

Bay View was everyone´s escape even mine once but life just seems to bite you in the a** and allow you to suffer but I was use to it.

Ivy -¨Your not backing out on me now are you because I´m spending my studying hours by partying and getting wasted¨

Bailey -¨I will never back down from a challenge (Laughs)¨

5 minutes later...

Micah -¨Yo bro don´t be late, gotta a lot of hotties coming around the party¨

Ivy -¨Really do you not see me standing here douche bag¨

Micah -¨Hey its not my fault you cant be with me (Blows kiss)¨

Caleb -¨I will kill you with my bare hands if you ever talk to her like that again¨

Micah -¨I was just playing around dude¨

Ivy -¨Does he have to be such a a** about everything¨

Caleb -¨We all hate Micah but for the sake of your best friend we have to enjoy his company¨

Ivy -¨Rather enjoy him dead¨

Caleb -¨Hey you´ve been a naughty girl today¨

Ivy -¨Its up to you to fix my behavior¨

Caleb -¨Well why don´t we hurry and get to that party why don´t we¨

The flaws of me was being in control not just of me but everyone else. My life in Bay View was like walking down a red carpet but it was nothing like being at home and that´s why it makes me so aware.

Reese -¨LETS PAR-TAY B******¨

You see Bailey was the complete opposite from it all, she was the risk taker and I was this one who hid but Bailey didn´t hide. She knew she was mess and she wasn´t afraid to embrace that which made her feel in control of herself.

Ivy -¨Hey?

Caleb -¨Yeah¨

Ivy -¨Do you think I limit myself than what I truly should be doing?

Caleb -¨What do you mean¨

Ivy -¨I just feel like people expect so much from you and me that we follow our limits instead of breaking the rules¨

Caleb -¨I mean what one would you rather do, follow the limits or be an outcast¨

Ivy -¨I guess your right ¨

Caleb -¨I´m not saying your gonna be an outcasts just break the rules in the right way¨

Ivy -¨yeah, I guess you´re right¨

20 Minutes Later...

Caleb -¨And we are here¨

Sarah -¨Took you guys long enough what were you doing railing each other¨

Caleb -¨Unfortunately we didn´t have the time for that¨

Sarah ¨I know you guys are joking but that´s gross¨

Ivy -¨Hey, wheres Ethan¨

Sarah -¨With his dumb friends most likely smoking pot¨

Caleb -¨I don´t blame him, this year has been pretty cruel¨

Ivy -¨Does not mean he smokes, I found E pills under his bed I worry about him sometimes¨

Sarah -¨We all do¨

Sarah -¨I heard you guys were going to Micah´s party can I come¨

Ivy -¨Your a sophomore Sarah¨

Sarah -¨On my way to being a Junior just like you guys, I am just as included as you two are¨

Ivy -¨I am a Junior, going to be a senior soon but i guess you can come, we´re all under 18 anyway¨

Sarah -¨Cool¨

Sarah

Ivy was someone i needed most but I did keep some secrets from her some I´m ashamed of now. Some I don´t think I´ll ever forgive myself for but I did it so now I have to live through it. I´d just really wish I didn´t live my life like the skank I am for the public attention.

Caleb -¨Okay weirdos we´re here¨

Ivy -¨I am what people see as a sexy hottie, you being the irresistible jocks makes you the weirdo¨

Caleb -¨I love you¨

Ivy -¨Back at ya, so pick us up at 8 okay¨

Caleb -¨Okay (Kisses)¨

Sarah -¨Ugh gross can we just go get dolled up¨

CHAPTER 2: What Lies Beneath Must Come To Surface

Ivy -¨Okay so how do I look¨

Sarah -¨Like a skank¨

Ivy -¨That is the exact look I am going for¨

Sarah -¨I thought you limit yourself¨

Ivy -¨I do but this is a party and the least I wanna look like is a basic betty¨

Sarah -¨Like you can ever look like a basic betty, I´m going to the extreme of skankiness¨

Ivy -¨Is that even a word¨

Sarah -¨I don´t know but who cares¨

Ivy -¨Lets go get wasted and regret it tomorrow¨

Sarah -¨You might regret it, I will most likely suffer from the best hangover ever thank you very much¨

Ivy -¨Whatever lets go¨

Keith -¨(Barks) total babes magnifico¨

Ivy -¨Why in the hell did you bring him¨

Caleb -¨Better than Micah¨

Bailey -¨Come on b****** lets PAR-TAY!!!!!!

Bailey -¨Look good babe¨

Ivy -¨I can say the same to you¨

(Kisses)

Brett -¨Get a ROOOOOM!!!!

Keith -¨You´ll think kissing is worse imagine what happens after their wasted¨

Bailey -¨Dude what the f***¨

Ivy -¨Ugh disgusting¨

Reese -¨Lets GOOOOOOOOOO!

TO BE CONTINUED.....