Wait, is it okay not to go home for the Holidays?
I had my reasons for not seeing my family for the holidays.
Kids these days are choosing to stay home rather than see their parents or their other family members for the holidays. I found it a bit absurd and tried to explain that it is important to bond with family, because you don’t know when you'll see them again, until someone called me out for not having visited my family in over 20 years.
It’s not that I was choosing not to, but the real reason was that my family excluded me on purpose. The reason they thought I was the biological daughter of my mom‘s first husband, who was a real piece of trash, but thanks to DNA testing. I was able to confirm that I am not that piece of trash‘s daughter, but my mother’s second husband, who is my actual biological father, who tragically passed away in 2017.
Long story short since I was a kid as far back as I can remember at the age of five every single cousin uncle and aunt always excluded me I hardly ever got any presents and even if I did, it would always be some clearance rack or something that was previously theirs and just gave it to me and not so well wrapping paper while my brothers and everybody else got brand new items even expensive ones Easter oh that one even blue even harder well everybody else got those fancy exclusive Easter baskets with the candies, the stuffed animals, the fake grass, the cheap baskets that you could get like at the dollar store. I would not get one or I would just get a small piece of candy probably with the wrapper already open their excuse they didn’t have enough money when in reality they did over the years.
I just assumed they didn’t like me because of my learning disability which I have is called ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyper Disorder) so every single family event I would cry I would bend my parents not to take me because I just grew tired of always being rejected I was always told to sit at the kitties table even though I had outgrown the kid table yet my brothers got to sit with everyone else. I was always told to go watch TV while everybody else, who was family, could sit together. I would throw tantrums. I would scream until finally my parents had enough and just left me at home all the time. I was happy not to see their faces ever again, but after 20 years I showed them the proof that I was my dad‘s biological daughter, even though they barely apologized, especially one certain cousin who is a monster,
but I don’t want to reveal her name because I get along great with her kids, which are my cousins and I still speak to them now but their mother was a bitch and a demon who pretty much started the fire of having everybody rejected me that was the reason why I wouldn’t go to family events because I felt not welcome but after showing the proof, I slowly started to get welcome occasionally I don’t go because they either go out of town or my schedule doesn’t meet theirs, and I choose to stay home. Let's be honest: you can't choose your family, but you can choose whether to visit them or stay home. I have my reasons. It still doesn’t mean I try not to go visit them for the holidays. I’m just giving my opinion that it’s important to try to stay close to family. I’m trying to do my best. If you disagree, that’s totally fine. Everybody’s entitled to their opinion.
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I've been writing off and on for years; I write short stories, scripts, and blogs. I can't think of anything more relaxing than writing. I also do graphic design.
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