How can I say goodbye?

My dear friend, we met in such hilarious ground brought on by a harmless question so many years ago where we worked. We shared so many laughed, tears relationship stories and drinks. We would hangout at work after work and on our days off, you would even come to the building on your own time to hangout with me and share and partake in shenanigans that we both found amusing. Of course with time we had our ups and downs and fallouts, yet we always remind close and tight. We became so close and so tight we became twins in a sense in our personalities our moods even the way we dressed. Looking back at how we were around other people I find hilarious even now because they never could understand us. One of the funniest nights we had out with friends we went to play pool and oddly enough I don’t wear shorts and you hated the thought of a skirt. This one particular night you decided to shock the entire group with not only a skirt but the boots to match. I’ll say this now like we said that night your “hooker” boots made to you like a japanimation fighter to me because of your hairstyle and color and the way clothes would look on you. Though once the time was spent at the pool hall You driving in those boots was hilarious because you said to me with a straight face “I can’t drive in these damn things” as you took one off at a time and every stop light. As you took them off you shouted “incoming” as one flew to the trunk of the car while laughing. I found it amazing how great your aim was especially while driving. This was the night you forced me to celebrate my birthday along with yours, now celebrating both birthdays on the same night was just awesome for me. Hanging out with you having fun seeing you laugh and have fun was the greatest for me. We became lightening friends and quick twins that nobody could separate. On another night you shocked me again because you literally became Trinity from the matrix from head to toe. Hair, glasses, clothes, boots and coat you looked just like her. I will never forget the great times you and I had, we almost made it to 3 decades twin. Watching your kids grow up and becoming close to them I cannot imagine them without you, you were truly mama bear. If anyone or anything was to rub you/them the wrong way you would show your claws and sharp fangs to the world to protect yours. On occasion you would call on me to assist, I promised to always have your back and be there for you, this will never change. Even after you moved back to New York by way of Oklahoma we remained very close throughout the years that seemed to be nonexistent for the most part. We did have our months were we got so busy we didn’t speak but we never stopped being friends. Now it comes 1/24/21 2 days after my birthday you leave all of us behind. Twin we started another year together, I know you were tired and missed your mom so much I could see it and feel it. I know leaving your babies was a hard choice to make. At first I was upset at you for leaving, now I understand. You missed your mom and I know you had a full life and you went to sleep. I won’t say goodbye to my twin I will say see you later, I know you’re with your mom watching over your babies and at times right here with me. Even though I’ve lost my twin physically I know you’re still running side by side with me as always just in a form that is eternal and not for a few moments. Twin I will not say farewell we are always and forever we will meet again twin so I shall not say goodbye even though I cry every time I think it I will not speak it this isn’t goodbye it’s just see you later twin in another form for another life. Tell your mom Remy says hi and I’ll see you both together again in another life. Sleep well my twin your face has finished never forget we are in this together always and forever; till we meet again my Jen, my twin.

Your twin Remy.