Baby Daddy

My name is Laura, I am 21 years old and I have a 2 year old and 1 year old. I got pregnant with my first son when I was 18, gave birth at 19. He was obviously not planned but I was in love with his father and we were living together (stupid choice) but I will explain everything about his dad. My second son has a different father who I am currently with. He has helped raise both my kids and is a great guy. I love the kid to death. Up until yesterday. So little back story, I met the father of my first son in high school, his name is Luis. We had been together for about 4 years, we were high school sweethearts, I left my moms house to be with him, essentially because my mom had kicked me out and he also gave me an ultimatum. Either I left my house or we broke up, my mom HATED him. Like she wanted to stab him, still does actually! So my moms hatred didn't allow us to go out like normal teens, I was always picking up "shifts" so that I could see him and sneak around to do the deed, duh. My mom found out a couple ties and boy did I get my ass beat thru out my teenage years, so came the day I turned 18 and coincidentally my mom and I fought, she kicked me out and I moved in with Luis, things were amazing, we were so happy, his mother loved me and she loved having me in her home. I ended up getting pregnant and I wasn't too excited to be honest, I was terrified, I was terrified of what my mom was gonna say, I was terrified because I didn't wanna give birth, just a bunch of shit running thru my mind. Well, August 1st I gave birth to y beautiful boy and not even an hour had passed when Luis told me that I needed to move out with OUR NEWBORN son, he claimed that his mother and I were gonna fight because he knew I was going to be too possessive of my son , damn right I am, I literally broke my vagina for him, his mother has a HORRIBLE nicotine addiction, I didn't want that around my son and so I told him to give me some time to find a place with my son, it wasn't long before he had already started seeing someone, Luis worked at a pizza joint, there was a girl there that I knew had a thing for him because she was always staring at him and I even brought up to his attention and he always said "Oh she's ugly I could never look her way" you know, typical male claims. Well long story short, he started dating her and hooking up with her while I still lived in his home. He never helped with the baby, he would leave pretty much all night, I was still healing from giving birth and I had lots of stitches down there, so logically I was in a lot of pain, but, that never stopped the fuck mobile. My son is now 2 and he doesn't see his dad too often because Luis forgets that he has a son and doesn't ever reach out to his son unless I ask him if he wants to see his son. There are so many details to my life but for now this is all I wanna share.