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By Janay EaleyPublished 3 years ago 3 min read

“Racism is a human problem and a crime that is so ghastly that a person who is fighting racism is well within his rights to fight against it by any means necessary until it is eliminated, "said Malcolm X.

In 2015 and 2022, two Caucasian men walked into spaces that was meant for no harm and killed those who they had a sense of hatred for. Their victims were people that looked like me. I was at the age of twelve when nine Christians were shot and killed in a Episcopal church. I was scared because I never imagined that people could die in a place that spreads love and the word of gospel.

That massacre was the reason I was always cautious of the church. Eight years after that massacre, I was at the age of nineteen when ten elderly black people who were close to my grandmother’s age were killed in a grocery store. (She is in her early seventies.) When I heard about the story, I did not believe it. I could not process that a white boy would drive 200 miles to a city so he can livestream the murder for everyone to see.

I should not have been surprised because hate is a feeling of intense hostility and aversion that derives from fear, anger, or a sense of injury.

Humans have allowed this feeling to have power over them. This feeling was used to manipulate and control a certain group of people. When I was growing up, I did not know any better because I used to think: Why won’t this feeling go away? Why can’t everyone love one another? But I am not the girl who used to believe that everyone can come together because it is not easy.

I had to realize that you cannot get rid of a feeling that is implemented in the minds of people. These two men have so much in common but there is one similarity that I wanted to point out: how young they were when they committed these murders. I find it strange when you are fixated on eliminating a group of people because you care about jumpstarting a war between blacks and whites and you do not want to be replaced. This is something that I expect from older racists who are still living in the past. When at your age, you should be figuring out what the future holds for you.

What can I make of myself once I become an adult?

I have scream it out at the top of my lungs:

“ATTENTION WHITE FOLKS, WANTING BLACK FOLKS DEAD SO YOU CAN SAY THAT WE WON THE WAR IS NOT AN ACCOMPLISHMENT!”

“IT IS SICK, TWISTED AND EVIL.

“IT REMAINS A CRIME.”

Now, I will not claim that only white folks are capable of racism. I do not think it is true because every race has a prejudice against each other. Black folks and white folks speak ill and with no respect for each other.

I have witnessed it on social media and in my family. At the end, these two men were waiting their whole lives to show their murderous side.

The darkness was already inside of them.

You can look in their eyes and see that something is not right. Their eyes remind of Adolf Hitler. His eyes were the most distinctive feature. They were dead, flat, and soulless. These kinds of people do not love themselves so what makes you think they can love anyone else?

I am starting to believe that we are living in the matrix, and we will never be unplugged. Sometimes I want to be unplugged from the world that we are living in, but we cannot keep running from everything.

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Janay Ealey

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  • MB3 years ago

    nice job. I'm kinda new here. might just check some of my writings and drop your truest critique,if you don't mind

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