BROKEN HEARTED

Age 31, Found myself yet again broken hearted and alone because my ex-boyfriend commited the worst thing a man could ever do to a person and humiliated me at the same time. I wish that i knew what i know now back then, because if i had things would have been so much more better for me. this man didn't have no respect for me or any other woman for that matter and it took me 7 months to figure that out. But by then it was to late i was already invested emotionally and i couldn't just leave him. But what he did there's no coming back from that. And there is no forgiving one for this kind of behavior either.

Its a summer night me (jasmine) and my ex-boyfriend (jacobi) are getting dressed and getting ready to go to the casino witch is something we do quite often we practically live at the casino. Jacobi is a very good-looking man and he knows it and his intellectual mind is amazing. this is what got me hooked on him in the first place i loved him so much cause he was a gentleman when he wanted to be and a a*****le when he wanted to be. So we are ready and we end up having to catch the city bus downtown to the casino which isn't a problem well on the way to the bus stop we stop at the local smoke shop for some cigarettes. While i'm waiting for him to come from out the store this back car with tinted windows pulls up and driving is a beautiful caucasian woman and in the passenger is a heavier set caucasian man.

Jacobi then asked this older man who was extremely intoxicated with alcohol if him and his lady friend could give us a ride to the casino. The man then says sure i think we can do that so we hop in the car with this older couple and away we go. About 20 minutes in to the ride the older man says he dont feel like driving that far even though he's not the one driving the older lady is. BUT he says he doesn't want the lady to drive that far and he just would like to go to his house he too drunk to go anywhere else. So they then ask us if we didn't mind going to their house for the night and have a few drinks barbecue and just hang out and have fun. Jacobi, then agrees and that's what we do .

We finally arrive at the older man's house who we learn is a retired police officer, and clearly a drunk. But none -the- less we engaged in conversation and have a few drinks and just hang out. Afew hours have passed and the older man whom we will call david since we just learn his name after hours of chatter and conversation. David decides he's ready for bed so he ends up going to bed. It's around 1 am and myself, Jacobi, and the older lady who we will call jessica just learning of her name. Jacobi is eager to get some fun started since it's just us three up now and he's a major freak always wanted to have a threesome, he begins to whisper to me to talk to the girl jessica and see if she's interested in having a threesome with us.

So me and Jessica go outside to the patio to have a smoke and finish our drinks and have girl talk. I then look inside to see what Jacobi is doing and I notice that he is rummaging through this man's personal belongings I don't know what he's looking for but I'm almost positive he's looking for a weapon, If I know Jacobi like I think I know Jacobi he's looking for a pistol or some type of police weapon since he learned that the older man David is a retired police officer. So I ignore that and get back to talking to Jessica and i proceed to ask her what she thought about engaging in a threesome with me and Jacobi and she says '' I don't know about that'' because I don't want to disrespect my friend by doing that in his house while he's asleep. I would rather do it with him present. I then say " well if that was the case then it really wouldn't be a threesome but instead a foursome and really I would be with my man Jacobi while your with David. So that would be defeating the whole purpose.''

Now by this time Jacobi has grown impatient because we have been outside for more than 30 minute, And he hasn't found anything that he wanted to find. Jacobi then comes outside to the patio, and asks '' so what's the deal?, because this is boring and i'm getting impatient. I tell him, that she isn't interested in having a threesome because she believes that it is disrespectful to David if he isn't involved. Jacobi then says to me "' man if you don't get this Bi**h to cooperate i'm gonna be pi** and i'm going to take it out on you. Now i'm trippin because this isn't Jacobi and this is starting to scare me. Jacobi has never gotten aggressive like that towards me and I didn't know what I should do.

So Jacobi goes back inside the house and sits on the couch in the position where he can see the two of us and see weather or not David awakes and comes out. So I begin to tell Jessica "' look we better do what he want because if we don't we could potentially get hurt.'' She say's to me "has he ever gotten aggressive like that before towards you? has he ever put hands on you like that before? are we in trouble? do i need to call the police ? are we unsafe?'', I reply '' I honestly don't know he has never done that to me before we have had plenty of aggravated arguments but never nothing physical this isn't my boyfriend he doesn't act like that something isn't right.''

I tell jessica '' don't call the police please he's not in his right mind something isn't right . She proceeds to tell me that she's in agreeance with the threesome and come on lets go in, And right as we get up to go inside Jacobi is on his way back outside to accompany us again but this time he's yelling and ranting and raving about this bi**ch not participating and if she don't participate he's going to go wake up David and tell David thar jessica agreed to have a threesome with us and that she's a liar and was going to steel the car and give it to him and show him where he keeps his guns. Jessica speaks up and says there is no need for all of that im in agreeance lets go get the party started.

So we all go inside and begin getting undressed and as we are undressing Jacobi begins to tell me that while hes fu**ing Jessica I need to go rummage the house looking for a pistol or some type of money or something of value like jewelry or money or something because he knows its in there somewhere. Right at that moment my heart fell out of my chest and hit the floor, my whole world just came down on me like i had just lost everything. I couldn't understand why the love of my life was asking me to let him intentionally cheat on me for the likes of sh*t that we didn't know was there or not.

I was so shookin I didn't know what to do. I was frozen at that moment and tears just wouldn't stop coming out my eyes. I began to walk away and then i was like no fu** this i'm putting my clothes back on and leaving because I know exactly what this woman is up to and I don't want no part of it.

TO BE CONTINUED.................