Word of the Day: 頭痛

I woke up with a complete migraine and the shits. Which was kind of good because my diet hasn't been going very well. I do look slimmer in the mirror, if I look at my belly and stuff.... not so much my arms but, it shows on the scale I have gained 2 lbs which is making me feel so many ways.

I do know that I could do the same diet as a lot of people who are fitness oriented; just boil/grill chicken and eat broccoli. But my mom sort of is forbidding me to use the stove so, I don't know how I would be able to up my protein.. I noticed I was craving cheese, most everything I bought has cheese in it.

What do you mean? I guess that is a source of protein but it is higher in fat, the whole point of eating blah chicken breasts is the fact there is less fat, the most useful protein would be like sardines or something. Either really lean chicken or fish.

I don't like the fact I can't concentrate too much but I guess I have to consider myself in recovery of a migraine. I don't really drink alcohol so I guess that the bit that I did drink was enough to affect me poorly.

I am not able to do my search in the house really. I'd like to stay with Jahon but I feel like it would distract me from being able to do searches just as much as it is for me to be here in this house.

I can't concentrate with people unfortunately. I have to admit I am just surviving at the moment. I did get a new notebook. It doesn't have any lines on it. Some tarot card readers have warned me about receiving gifts but I feel this is small enough to not be pricey.

The more I am thinking about it, I probably could live on Treehill. I would just have to schedule some visits to the bus station and get like a pack for the month.

Ah, I didn't think about it but yea, Iw ould have to quit my gym membership. I wouldn't be near anything like that and if there was a gym, it might not be planet fitness.

I entered that room in Hello Talk but I went out, I don't know why? I guess I am a bit jealous but not really, it is more the fact I know that there is no profit to what I am doing, maybe not even to me, or if there is a certain schedule that had to be adhered to, I would rather it be stated directly than having to ask.

Sun in Virgo today, I guess I am suposed to analyze what's been going on... I guess I should stop Mobile Legends bang bang. People just get ugly on there and I've already exploded on there several times so it is probably that. Or maybe because I switched my alliance from the Filipinos to the Malaysians and now they're giving me shit about that because perhaps they're more fancy of the south east Asians, I don't know.

I know I was a good Estes but they had to be like, " It ain't that hard, let me try. " But they wanted to put in in the Mid lane or the EXP lane.... I am a roamer. I use the jungle equip because I am a battle medic. I assist the Jungler while roaming since I have no skills to lane. I also found it is useful against Zhask. Most people who do Estes with the extra heal are not confident in going in the Jungle.