Word of the Day: 暇

I have to check to see if this word has already been used. I need to go through my writings so, perhaps that is what I'll focus on today.

It's better than being itchy and worrying about food. The coffee is satiating enough and I've been meaning to drink more water. I have no time to eat. Perhaps I need to fast for today. This is the best day to fast.

Ah, the sun came out. I was so rainy and cloudy just a few hours ago. Perhaps I should go grocery shopping. I don't know why but I was sort of hoping for a gloomy sunday.

We keep getting Tower cards in the readings. Oh my god, I didn't realize it was already the 21st. Maybe that is the tower, I need to really prepare for school. I don't know if I'll survive.

I feel really disgusting right now, or monkey like. With the itchiness and not being completely clean

I opened up my sinuses with the massager but, I don't know how safe that is really.

It just was driving me crazy. The sun is shining so bright. I am amazed by the contrast of a few hours.

I am sure my plants are loving the light but I am feeling like just going back to bed.

I didn't go to bed and the itchiness is slowly subsiding. I wish I knew what was causing this because it is very annoying. It's noon and I still haven't done my todo list. Maybe I just want to rest after all that itching.

I think I got to ask my mom to help me clean monday.

I need to brush my teeth. I started working on my school computer, since the power point is on my todo list. I can feel guilty as long as I want about the work portion being neglected but I should adhere to the todo list and it requires me to work on this. I guess at 2pm I finally decided what I want to work on today.

I am making some noodles, I hope they hit.

I didn't realize i was hungry until I started eating. I feel I ate just enough. Maybe I should eat that leftover chicken from when my dog sister came to visit. After a bite I realized it was probably over a week old so I threw it in the garbage.

I need to brush my teeth next but I want to wait a bit before I wash away the deliciousness of the meal I had for some sort of sterile mint flavor.

Something is happening though, I think the noodles are giving me energy or lifting up my mood. I am glad because I was so happy the other day, I didn't want to descend into existential hell. Everything is perspective anyway, you can view your life in any lense you want: whimsical, serious, comedic, artsy... there is many flavors to life.

I am so much more happier with just one computer, I feel like I am really going to go down hill this year. I hope not. I am only like 12% itchy right now so I am enjoying the relieve. No idea why it went down or why it started up but I am glad for this reprieve.

I guess today is going to be all about the power point. I know what to do but I just don't want to do it, I want to go back and lay down on the bed.

Oops, had another 4 hour nap now it is 5:30pm. Shit, I am really irresponsible right now, I don't get it.