Word of the Day: 理論的

I am almost done with my soup. I think I'll throw away the broth after I am done.

I took another gummy, I am a little ashamed of myself but I don't feel it in my body. I do want to be in the ether, it is much more pleasant than being in the 3d.

The little gnats in the kitchen are bothering me, but that can't be helped if you buy fruit.

I only got to enjoy 2 of the 4 pears mom brought. I have to be rich if I can afford to waste food like that.

My eyes are pretty heavy. I think that is affect of the gummies. Maybe they make me more tired and that is why I am resting more, not my body destressing from everything... I don't know. Looking at the pajamas on the recliner that Sebastian took off of me still there, I wonder if I am processing my emotions properly.

I need to dream soon, otherwise I feel like I'll probably have a crash out.

I woke up to it being cloudy and rainy today. I love the weather but, for someone who was planning on walking to the store, it is sort of not good.

I could doordash groceries but, since the doordashers have been mistaking my orders lately, I would have to be on alert.

I am thinking of enjoying some coffee. I have been drinking energy drinks this whole time, but on a day like this, something warm seems better.

It is still early so, the earlier it is handled the better. There is also the option to call my mom and ask her to go to the grocery store.

First lets just get the coffee going and I can decide what to do after that. Who knows, maybe I'll fast today. I have food in the fridge but I don't want to cook so... I could easily just not eat today.

I am dreaming but I have a hard time remembering when I wake up what it was about. I never used to be like this so, it is weird for me.

I am going back to bed until the coffee is made.

I woke up a bit itchy so I took a shower but I still feel dirty and itchy. I didn't drink coffee yet so I don't have any extra energy.

It's already 10 am and I feel like I've just been straggling. I need to drink my coffee and get going.

I don't know why but I just don't feel like being awake right now. Perhaps I should eat a gummy and at least enter the ether. I mean, this itchiness is sort of preventing me from being more productive.

My mouth is sort of sore.. tasting the coffee was actually hitting the spot but I just feel so uncomfortable.

I have two options going forward, I can either enjoy this sunday as my actual day off and just relax or, I can work on my projects since I sort of did that already yesterday. Either way I think I am going to lay down in the bed again for a bit.

I just feel really off in my body right now, my tongue is sore, I am itchy and tired. At least my nose isn't running like the other day.

I am struggling right now. I don't know what I am doing, I feel really off.

I feel better all of a sudden but I am thinking I need to eat. I don't want to eat, my mouth and tongue are sore.

I don't want to eat but, I guess since my body is not doing well I think food is going to make me feel better.