Word of the Day: 神経質

So I made it to school but I am still being messaged by Eric, I am annoyed a bit but I brought my timer. I am just going to bring that when I go anywhere so I know when to move to a different place.

Well, this isn't Pixie Road, but I need to zoom out. I need to charge my computer so I am just sitting here for now. I am listening to Timethai right now just chilling right now. I don't really need to write anything on paper.

Yea, I sense a lot of tension in the air right now, but I wouldn't go back to Jail for anything here. If they don't let me do my research, I'll simply go somewhere else.

This music was basically all my high school days. I was really into anything Kamikaze produced. It is a Thai music production company that spurred a lot of younger artists.

I just listened because I liked the backup dancer.

Yea I saw a girl that looked like my niece. The libra. When I started typing that my denpa went a bit haywire.

I still think about what Key said at the end of that interview. He called out whoever killed Jonghyun. Bruh, that is sad as shit.

Humhum.

I am wondering if I should try to access canvas here on campus or just wait until I get home. I think none of this really matters, I am just squatting here for all I know. I am just continuing my research. That is all that matters. I just, collect words. Who knows if I'll ever remember then.

yea I guess I chow identeki ni what yes I am wanting to talk Japanese and the only way to fucking get away from you is using Vietnamese.

Yea I am wondering what percentage of my headphones are looks and what percentage of it is for sounds. I already checked off this story for 10 minutes. I need to actually study but what is there to study here when everything is closed down? You have to find your own path. I chose to come to the library because it is easier to study at my own pace.

I feel what Jahon said before, everything is a manipulation. The energy in this place and such.

It is 6:20pm now. Yea I brought all my notes but what would they be for?

Well, I guess I am not here at all so, that makes me englightened I guesss. I keep putting time in my bon fire but, maybe I need it to burn out before I move. I will get a phone call before that then.

I got 4 phone calls the other day.

I finally answered back and it was a woman who just said one word then hung up. I mean.... If someone wants to start shit with me, they can go outside with me. I don't really want to go to jail again, but I have already been twice.

That's what they have against me. They know that, if I mess up in anyway...

I am starting to get neck pains and boy, I don't know if I can stay here for long. I thought about getting a Redbull or something, but I don't want to spend money even though I have several slots available. I need more income not debt.

I also am having problems getting " advisors " here at Chemeketa. I mentioned my situation to this Riley Holt, and I seemed to be completely rebuked. Yea I am really done with today but we keep trudging.