Word of the Day: 太陽

I am here at Union block because the cold made me feel like I needed to go pee. I bought a tea because I felt that was a lower in caffeine than coffee.

I am always feeling that there is a battle between me updating on Patreon vs Vocal. There is a complete ease of access with Vocal but it doesn't really generate as much traction as Medium but, Medium is more restrictive.

I am trying to figure out if I should work on my Jail Journal here as well, but I am missing some pages and it isn't as well lit here.

I am sort of inspired by the creativity happening within the place, makes me think I came here correctly. I am missing a few pages of the Jail Journal so, it is deterring me a bit but I have the bulk in my possession right now I just don't know where that might be.

I also don't know if that missing page is the page I was working on or not, I was marking where I was in highlighter so, it does sort of affect the quality of the paper, but it marks where I have finished up.

Who knows what I brought with me since it is near impossible to plan for shit at my mom's house. I am endeavoring o use the back of my todo lists as my art for now until I can replace my tablet I did think that the phone would've been used for that, but I notice I am using it more to remember how to write Kanji.

I am glad I left my gummies at home, I have been just downing them since the vodka discussion, I don't think... these guys look the exact same at the front, one is just in a suit and the other is a yuppie dude.

I am just focusing on posting for now, then I will work more intently when either there is a spot open at the window or if... well the couple roleplaying isn't bothering me, it is mostly just that it is quite dark in this corner though the charging station is pretty convenient. Also the Morning Fog drink sort of slaps, not gonna lie.

Either way, I think it is my right to be able to tell my story. I know I could fight the issue, go back to court over every little thing and waste my time. I mean, I missed Nov 5th, and no it wasn't the holiday that made me sad. It was not being able to support John and his court date he had. I.. I dunno, it is already the past. And Cameron is all trying to sweep in all the way in New York. I mean, I am not against chubby guys, I am chubby myself. As long as I like their face and hands I don't mind if they aren't in shape. As long as it doesn't boil over into obesity. Like, be healthy, you know?

Anyway, I'll see after this post what's up with everything. I have another batch of to do list items to do, I am thinking of applying to a teaching job in Salem... not sure how that'll work though... There is a guy who looks like the bear in the coffee shop now, I might need to move either to the window or leave the cafe completely.

Ah, he doesn't look like the Bear, he looks like the Bear's dad. Same difference. a Bear is a Bear. I might need to go to the Bank and deposit the money into my account just so I don't get tempted to buy anymore weed and it will go to actual bills rather than whatever I am wanting.