Word of the Day: 損じ

I unfortunately have my mom bothering me, renting a movie, trying to get me to pay attention to her, I am just annoyed as shit over that but, I am leaving it alone because I am trying to concentrate on my todo list.

I just did a really difficult one. I also managed to turn some of the bad rice into a soup/goulash thing, so I am happy I was able to salvage some of it.

I don't know who is remote viewing me, but I don't give you permission to see my actions any further.

Ah, I just realized I am more proud of being American than I thought. I just saw that hidden side to me. I think it is unpopular to be this way because of who is president, but I also think we should of think of it in the way that, we believe that this land will endure beyond his actions, and that time will heal whatever savage gash he has left us with.

I feel very sorry for my niece.

Unfortunately I am feeling very creative right now and looking at some of my workbooks. It is a Full moon in Cancer right now so, this makes sense. Creativity is hitting me like a ton of bricks and I just feel like drawing right now, I do think I need to make of all these dreams into videos.

Now I am feeling sort of feel torn between deleting Uber or Door Dash completely. I do need to settle the Uber issue at the bank.

Perhaps I can schedule an appointment and then request a ride that way. It is my only way. I don't think I can walk there in my current condition. I also started earning in my savings every month. That is also an interesting development.

70 minutes. I am here on the couch now. I don't remember what brought me here but I probably need to compile my words. Now I am remembering Devon. He... Yea, he.. worked for Uber too. I was too high. I should have never been in the car with him...

He is a lie, a disturber, obliterate.

Who is influencing my actions right now? The environment. I need to move.

That was all personal. He invaded my personal space.

Yes, I know I already said that if I continue Pixie Road, then I cannot return to school. I feel the surge of energy. Then I wonder what happened to Jenny. Jack.... Jack Hyland.. He was the Dean's son. Jenny purposely acted like that girl with red eyes.

I started writing in Japanese on my Todo list. I don't think that is wrong. I can't write Japanese here, but it is fine. I am English, as it were.

Apparently I can write Japanese in the comments but since it is mostly infiltrated by bots so, it is hard to know if it worth even having a dialog there.

I am waiting for some payments to go through to buy anything. I don't have anymore slots today so. I am not worried anyway. I really just have a lot of paperwork to sort at the moment. I am like 43% done with it.

Like 2 of them need to be confirmed by some people but, I... well for personal reasons, feel very reluctant to confirm with those people. Plus I need to do the art piece for Susan.

I said I was going to do it by the 5th so, I guess either way, I'll tell Ryan if I would be able to do it or not.. We'll see.