Word of the Day: 大使館

So basically, I am sort of annoyed. I think that is going to be my defacto mood for whenever I am working around people and not able to be completely creative to my full potential. The thing is, the conversations aren't stimulating anymore and no one actually wants to get to anywhere.

And if you try to go on telepathy, most people are fucking crazy so, it isn't smart to assume someone is on your same frequency.

I am usually pretty honest when I vibe. It's the whole rev up; does it inspire you to run? Does it inspire you to create? Or... are you driven to destroy?

I know I need to keep typing but I am just so tired. I feel like I need to do warm ups to just wake up.

I do only have 10 minutes in storage so, I feel like I should do more tasks but it is so easy to go on auto pilot on here.

Ultimately, yea I don't feel like I can trust as much anymore. I do trust but, it is very slight. I mean, for example, in jail, there was a woman with a very warm aura, and one with a cold one. Does the warmth mean good? Does the cold mean bad? Who is to say, sometimes you just have to see how it goes.

I won't say what the two professions of these women were. They were drastically different, I'll just say that.

Damn I am good, fuck. I just got a crazy epiphany right now.

Hmm.. I feel like it is sort of stig?

I have no idea what you were trying to spell.

I can't draw until 4 days from now. That is how it goes, so that is why when you fucked up my shit, that took away my time to do that. So you're an asshole.

Yea, i could have put another Pixie Road piece down, but you didn't allow me to do that.

So, I can't place any down, then what do I do? Do my homework. Which is probably not going to result in much, since my grade is a 46.56 right now.

I probably could finish that tnight but I have to write 10 pages tonight so. yea... it would have been better if I could have gotten those done last night.

But yea, I might have time to make another video but, that can't be done until like 2 pages at least.

So yea.. But I am probably going to eat more of my seaweed soup and hummus. It is a weird combo but it is good for your stomach, also the sandwich I had was good vitamins, yea I have been upping my nutrition a lot actually now that I am not buying for energy and buying more for macros.

I am also needing to be careful of paper right now since I just rubbed lotion onmy arms. That is like waiting for nailpolish to dry. It is just the awkward amount of time where you can't really do anything and you just have to sit there.

I figured I would just finish the pages, and hopefully by that time, my skin will dry.

It is really my feet though, they need improved circulation and that requires me to put them up on the wall for like 20 minutes or so, then rub them with the massager.

I would use my hands but it actually will cause arthritis in my hands sooner that way.

But yea, this is all this sort of self care that school doesn't really allow for. I mean, if you have more money, you can go do these things and pay people to do it. But if someone like me goes around and asks people for free massages, it will be weird and the cops will come and put me in jail for being a "hooker" or something.