Word of the Day: 手前

So I mean, I am more rested in my apartment but I am more compromised here so, it is like the whole 67 thing.

Go outside: sweat, muscle pain, cramps, weight training, etc.

Stay inside: Do work, organize, plan, etc.

But then people go expecting you to do both and it is like, nah man, it doesn't work like that. I would have to have a partner, I don't have a partner in business. Not yet. Well, yea I mean I could go back to talk to some of the people I've worked with before but, then that would be me trying to inject them into my current timeline and that is extremely difficult.

Even if I know like, " Oh this person would be so perfect in this role. "

It is like, have 4+ months, they might have a completely new life.

They are trying to shame me for simping for Tony. I don't care, I will simp for him. I already like gave a shit ton off... " easter eggs "

Ah you know, it is kind of like... I need to forget him in order to leave this place, so it is sort of my own attachment. I have already given up on everyone else.

So, I need to rest my body now. I mean, it was exactly as I said. It costed me 4 hours to be told to come back the next day.

Oh geez, that is very haram.. lol maybe that guy was angry because he knew that actually..

I was cool with it though. I saw it coming a for a while.

I am feeling pretyt good now actually but I do need to start doing more tasks. I need to write 3 more pages so, it is sort of annoying. 15 human tasks so... ye.

Oh Nam :3 lol

I heard that in Ashley's voice.

WAAAAAHT

Yea so basically some people are creeping around my door which was weird but I am thinking it is probably with someone 4 doors down so, I am leaving that alone.

I am just finishing this paragraph then getting to work on my todo list.

I am annoyed with... well nothing really right now actually. I am just tired of all the work I have to do.

I just realized that no one said those things to me, no one speaks directly to me, so no one is actually communicating with me.

That makes me more relieved right now but, yet the list remains.

There are like 2 texts I need to set up for tomorrow so I am like, well I don't know if I want to do that before or after I am doing the typing . yes, I saw the screen move, but I don't actually care right now about that.

I am just figuring out if I could have the strength to get my backpack soon.

Anyway, I know I have to battle the south again soon but, I feel like I need to give myself a fair amount of time to catch up on my todo list. And since hackers fuck up my system all the time, they are sort of sealing their own death warrants.

Yea, this isn't Greece, everyone here is some sort of Christian, so they do believe in martyrdom. And when someone dies, people riot and destroy everyone and everything.

nanchatte

Well, anyway, I am just writing my list. I need magnesium though because I got a lot of cramps so, I am hoping the calcium tablets I have are a mixture of them.

Yea, I am not part of the family anymore. But those last videos were the remnants of my memories.