Word of the Day: スカッとする

I am praying that working ahead of time will give me enough to work with for tomorrow.

I hate today for right now, but I only have 14 minutes to hate this time.

I remember I really liked this song, it was super mellifluous.

But I could have sworn that someone else sang it.

Oh well, I guess maybe she's a famous cover singer?

Anyway, here I am with a bunch of books on the table, and really no reason for them. Some I've read, some I haven't. I wonder if I should read some of them though.

I already stole from yesterday which is just peachy.

I am sort of cycling through the different languages right now and I am, clinging desperately to anything Asian to keep my sanity but Turkish barely counts as that, thought there are many debates about that. I wonder why they feel, the Turkish who do feel this way, want to be part of Asia?

They have many ties to Romanized things, their text is also roman... Their religion is Arabic... Ah I guess yes, the spread of Sanskrit could count as that... I can see it from that perspective but, my scope is rather limited, I'd say.

But who knows..

I am looking forward to eating out somewhere tomorrow. I really have to think about what I want to do.

The hand lotion issue is making me so uncomfortable.

I am really pissed at having to write this google doc. I hate google docs. I really do, I am happy that Turkish is able to be written on this website but other than that, I am not so sure I am happy with this whole process.

I am having a crash out over Ubekistani language. I guess that is the influence of Kamol. Fucking Cancer men.

Bruh, I am so annoyed but I am just keeping on keeping on. I have my books and my time. I am in charge of that at least.

I hate Google Doc so much but I guess it is more forgiving for the language which is inputted but I hate the format so much.

I don't want to get within the Jewish wars, it is very... Well yes, it follows the same direction as Arabic but, I don't care.

I have to have my limits and dharmic credibility at this point...

I am just sticking to my blog for now because it is too much to be writing about any sort of Jewish war right now, their love of bloodshed or any love of bloodshed is sort of bizarre to me at this point.

It is very dicey about the.. whole saints of of the libels... hmm... Yea I don't know what to think about that at the moment. There is only so much a human mind can actually empathize with something in one moment. Especially when I am trying to feel the whole reaches of the world. How can I know.. what someone in that position would feel?

Yea, I am apt to feel for the sacrifices, especially when.. yea, it affects people I know. I think that is where it goes most of the time..

I mean, it isn't a crime to have a safety zone. I am pretty happy about that for now. I am just... So done for today.

I am trying to remember my timer, my todo list. That is all. It is my ultimate goal. I also am trying to ride the waves of everything and, I am trying to keep my own personal peace.

I think that.... I am going to enjoy learning Turkish. It's been so long..