Word of the Day: 漢方薬局

I sent a text to Kenta... Asking him if I should block him on Instagram. I still have him on my personal account but I am afraid if that my compromise me too much.

I had dreams of meeting him in the Netherlands one day, but now I know, he went to the Netherlands to escape me. I should probably just block him after today.

I am stubborn if anything. Also he was trying to correct my fucking Japanese that mother fucker. You Dutch probably stinks you piece of shit.

Oh yea... I guess you weere stuck on a cruise ship huh... Don't make my empathize with you in this moment, I only feel you like a piece of dirt.

That's how much consciousness is left of you in my body, I am completely done with this shit.

You just like it better when it's cold.

Yea... I guess to a certain extent that is how I feel about stuff. I mean... No I don't blame him for anything right now, I have made my own choices in my life.

The shitty thing is, blaring that St. Jhn in the fucking car...

Well yea, I am pretty sure Jackson is going to have a breakdown at some point. He been really trying after Got7.

Hell, I am due for one but I am not participating.

Yea.. I guess it feels, too hurtful to do the thing I need to do. And it is the one thing that needs to be done.

Why can I not do it?

Why do I keep holding on to him?

I am trying to plan for my next appointment, but I am not really confident.

I mean, even if I mention external scholarships, they probably wouldn't even told me if I was awarded any sort of scholarship, would they?

There is actually only one in this establishment so, I am needing to base all the others on that one singular "essay"

I saw that someone was added to my team on my school navigate. I am fine with that, but I probably need to meet with them soon. I also have an appointment in like 2 hours.

Well, I mean if she replies I would be fine with talking to her, and yea probably not wise to let Paco see all my plans.

I would be very curious as who would read my blog as this is more private. My Youtube is more public facing.

But anyway, I am just figuring out Friday apparently.

I am annoyed with my allergies.

I hate thinking of paying my bills on the campus.

Yea my Aries moon has put me in some hotwater int he past, I am trying to compensate for that, but I struggle with it, naturally.

I am just going completely in my Capricorn era.

I mean, if the Brood Mother can go around with 7 placements of Aquarius, I am confident I will be able to shoulder the burden of being a ducking goat for a bit.

Well, the automated messages in the system are hilarious. I guess my birthday month is significant for something.

I am trying to learn Turkish again, but my partner is not very cooperative. Also I didn't make those changes within my Hello talk app, because they only allow up to 6 languages.

I don't think I could learn Hindi, also that might have affected Queen Victoria's opinion, don't you think?

She would have seen Arabic writing as more symbolic of spiritual power.

And it is more inclined to follow British sensibilities.

Turkish is right gob smack in the middle bruh.

The east doesn't want to claim it, they don't want to be Arabic, and some how they acquired roman text.