Word of the Day: セフレ

I am trying really hard to do my math homework but the computer isn't uploading my pictures that I took of my work and therefore I can't submit it into the modules.

Somehow I got all caught up before class started, which is great but, I have 2 more math homeworks due today after class so, this is like and endless battle.

I wish I could listen to music while I am in class but you'd be able to hear everything ( even with headphones ) so, I am just going to wait for the break, he gives us a 5 min break mid class.

Actually, it just dawned on me, I can just copy the answers in class.. Nah I feel like that is embarrassing and rude. I come to class to learn math, I want to pay attention to what he is teaching us. He is actually a pretty good teacher.

I think I can sort of work on my Japanese homework now while he is reviewing people's questions with the homework.

Since I don't really do the homework, I don't have any questions. I just want to learnt he new material.

More on the title topic... I haven't told Sebastian about what Reo told me last night. I mean when he did get back in contact with me sort of vaguely I told Sebastian about that, but I haven't told him that Reo stopped talking to me because he was sick. I mean, me and Sebastian are just FwB. I do care about him. Like, he is far from being a jerk and he does care about my feelings but... Ah, maybe I need to not over think it. I think... yea I mean, if I want to continue persuing Reo again, that is my choice. It isn't like I am promised or tied to either of these men at the moment so... It is purely my choice.

The thing is, I don't know who to choose/focus on. I am... so lost.. so low... Until I hear from Reo again to tell me the results of the test, I can't think of anything.

I mean, thank god I do have school and club to keep my mind busy on other things. Ah, also something cute happened in the club discord. This Korean guy is asking me to play Go ( an Asian board game ) and I guess, I get to look forward to playing that with him on Thursday.

I am also going to make Japanese candied sweet potatoes but it might not happen since the club lands on Thanksgiving the day I was planning on doing it.

I am at the Salem campus now, waiting for Japanese class to start. I figured I could finish this story then head towards the door. I don't know why but I feel sort of nervous or jittery. I think it is from everything that happened also I downed a whole cup of tea before coming so I think I have a surge of caffeine in my system now that seems it could either make me pretty tired or have me bouncing off the walls.

Also my cheeks feel a little hot. Ah, I feel like I want to talk to Reo during this time but it might be too embarrassing to talk via voice right now and i don't really have a lot of time to do that anyway. I think there is just enough time to type this then go.

I hope we don't have a test, I don't feel up to it right now. I just want a boring normal class and leave as soon as I can.