Word of the Day: 数学

I am trying to figure out how I want to navigate my 3 computers.

I have the School computer set up on my dining table, but I am wondering if I should change it out for the couch one. Currently the couch one is my Personal computer. I was using it to buy stuff on amazon and stuff like that. I was also using it to input some stuff for my Anki and converting my physical notes to digital. I guess I can do it on the dining table.

I don't have Instagram on my school computer and I think I am ok with that.

I didn't have Facebook on my Personal or School computer, but it surprised me my personal one didn't have it. My work one has it which just doesn't sound right. It should be on my personal computer.

I am thinking I'll buy another set of timers but maybe I just need to rearrange them. I don't know I am pretty much freaking out and my boobs are all sensitive all of a suddenly and I am breathing heavily.

There are so many reasons as to why that may be but I am thinking someone is masturbating to me right now and it is pulling on me in the Ether.

I don't know who it is because my thoughts are right to align with school and getting organized but it is really intense. I want Sebastian to come to me but he said October.

Maybe I should take up that one guy on his offer. I'd be blowing off Tim. God, Tim seems like a decent catch. I am just waiting on fucking Sebastian and realistically, I need to keep my guards up no matter how inviting he might seem. Like there are Dark Empaths and shit like that.

I really have to figure out the timers though, man. The key to them is the ToDo list. What's my reward for finishing the list? I don't know... I created this stressful game for myself to become productive but I think it drove me to more consternation.

Writing this right now I guess is surprisingly calming me down. I really know what I got to do but this blog is my fucking crash out and I need it to stay that way. Spending time doing this is way more productive or... no fuck that word, Positive. Healthy.

Where the fuck is my mouse. I am so fucking pissed at the thought of having to buy another mouse right now that I went straight to my anki. I mean I guess I can use this one stupid blue one but I wanted the two so I didn't have to think about whether or not the mouse was home or not.

I also noticed that writing on vocal on all three computers will be productive in that way but will make tagging the stories more difficult.

I won't remember who is written where on what. It's all jumbled. I am also using my phone as a radio for some reason so... I dunno.. I guessd I can take a break in the autopilot I am on. I don't even relate to what is being spoken. It is an Abraham Hicks video.

I might go back to listen to Audible but I dunno I feel like that might be more tempting on the subscription.

I also, even though the educational system sort of poo poo's on ChatGPT, I know I will probably have to use that at some point.

I think just for the technical writing part of things but not for the aquiring of the base information.