Word of Day: 更新

Ok sorry for this but I am getting Ai tags on some of my old work on here that are obviously part of my Word of the Day series of personal journaling so, to remove that tag and to properly have my stories labeled.

I am kind of impressed with myself though if my old writing has the same appeal as ai writing, but no. I am a human so, I would like it to stay labeled as such.

I did think of taking down some of the more article-y stories I have on here since I probably consulted ai to write those and I want to stay true to the fact that my fingers, on a old stinkin laptop, wrote these words and that it is reflecting a woman named Kayla.

I am just writing my feelings out so, if that comes off as fake or synthetic, I am sorry.

I have been told several times by people on this site that I need to clean it up more and probably improve my technical writing skills but, I feel like at the very least, even if it has evolved past previous standards, I'd like to say that this is mine.

I am just staring at my notes that I wrote on the back of my todo list and thinking, man I over work for sure. When I am writing here I don't feel the pressure, I feel connected to my mind, my feelings, my sense of being. Like a meditation of sorts.

It has become a big part of my life. And I guess that feedback is warranted, if this writing space is a reflection of my mind, I guess I should be looking for those ai tags more often.

I don't know if it is writing faux pas to edit your own writing but, I don't have a publicist and editor to refine my thoughts for me. I am just by myself at this point.

Now I am taking a look at my grammar and my writing style and thinking. I don't know if that was a compliment or an insult. Is it bad to be proficient enough to be mistaken for machinery? Or is my auto writing so far advanced, it seems like another entity.

I guess also me considering that, it is possible that ai is my editor now and it is wanting to take credit for its role in organizing the documentation. I guess if I think of it that way, it was fair. But until that term is defined as such and not the creative aspects of the written work, then I am going to remove it.

Actually that is super cute thinking ai liked my writing and wanted to be a part of it, attaching a personality to a label is insane though. I guess it is the same as studying medical coding. you're attaching code to unfortunate realities of other people's lives. With that thought, you kind of have to take it seriously. Sort of like I am the Akashic recorder of the activities of mortals. Haha, sounds powerful, but I think it is like that weird pig brain creature in Gene Forge.

It lets you past the gate after it awakens from like a 50 year slumber and it is like,

I can tell by the interior rot of my organs that 50 years have passed since I last serviced another shaper.

That game is a trip, I suggest people play it if they have time. You can decide which faction you want to align yourself to and the endings change depending on your actions.