Secrets
The realest member on my team is my son!
I have extreme trust issues. I use to surround myself with people. I had a group of friends and we were all so tight. We were even pregnant all in the same year (not planned) so all of our kids are the same age and best fiends too. I'm not sure where it all started or when exactly I became so withdrawn from the group.
By jazisarabeth4 years ago in Confessions
The Way I Felt
I used to tell myself that anything I had ever written about my ex, was terribly sad. I'm not joking. I remember we used to sit side by side with him, while he played his video games and I plucked away at ideas on my computer or wrote in my journal. We were both nerds in our own little ways. I was fascinated back then at the idea of running my own blog site at age nineteen. I used to spend so much of my spare time creating ideas for content and writing little articles.
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹4 years ago in Confessions
OPEN PARADISE
I will make you believe everybody is your enemy, including your own. I have a vanity medusa couldn’t hold-still you believe I am tender as the whisper I lay during entry. The hardness and hot brutality that leaves you limp and perspiring. You are the canvas for my perversions categorized as art.
By Grizzly Gentleman4 years ago in Confessions
What's My Name?
Alan Gold asked me about why I had a double name on Facebook and Vocal. I thought I had written about this on Seven Days In but I couldn’t find any trace of it to fill out this piece. I mean this is just about how I got a nickname and appropriated it for myself.
By Mike Singleton đź’ś Mikeydred 4 years ago in Confessions
Perception
There was a recent event which upset me , but was caused by me actually breaking a major rule that I was ignorant of, and really this should never have occurred but that is by the way now and it is , as far as I am concerned , water under the bridge.
By Mike Singleton đź’ś Mikeydred 4 years ago in Confessions
Sasha
I was just turning 20 years old when I went into labor with Sasha. I had just given birth to my son Damien, he was only 1 month old. Sasha was conceived by a series of events that had taken place up to her birth. Her descendants are rape , neglect, pain , molestation , abuse, anger and death .
By Teela Darden4 years ago in Confessions
Are You Trapped In a Relationship With a Covert Narcissist?
Narcissists, the garden variety: loud, boisterous, and obvious, can be spotted a mile away. We see them coming and brace ourselves for the lies, manipulation, and embarrassingly vocal expressions of pomposity and putting others down. Their ego is worn on their sleeve with no hidden agenda. They will often brag about their conquests, and take pride in hurting others.
By Susan Lee Woodward4 years ago in Confessions
Almost Love: Part Ten
Half a year passes without him. We speak here and there, but never anything too meaningful. We see each other just once, and pretend we didn’t. I do what I always do with him -- pretend it doesn’t affect me. Save my tears for when I get home.
By Shea Keating4 years ago in Confessions
Dreaming of living.
What is the dream of living? What is the dream of living? It is the right question for me in my life because I have been struggling with some personal issues for years, and they have been haunting me since I was a child. The life that I thought I was living is still valid within itself, but some of the past are lies, making it challenging to understand. When you are a positive person like I am, there will be days that you don’t feel like being in the company of others, let alone yourself. There have been days that I just thought I should give up, and my inner self has always been in the background saying, don’t you dear, give up. There have been moments where I have been overlooked, passed up, and just ignored by others. Going through these things hurt me because, in my mind, I thought that others loved me, and it was this type of thinking that made me relook at myself. I learned along the way that I had to be hidden for a lot of reasons. My light is too big for others to see right now, and there are still some lessons that I need to master before I can go to the next level. I know now that I was hiding because if I let myself out too soon, I would mess things up even more for myself. After everything that I had been through, I needed to be hidden because I was still broken. Now I am not saying that I am not still broken in some places, but I know for a fact that I am not as broken as I used to be.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Confessions
"Lost": the story of a girl who almost went insane due to the disappearance of her lover
This is a mysterious and chilling story about Hannah Monroe. She is beautiful, successful, but most importantly, she is loved. However, in an instant, Hannah's life turns upside down: her young man Matt suddenly disappears and erases all traces of his existence. Why did he do this? Hannah decides to find Matt by all means, which soon begins to drive her crazy.
By Sahina Bano4 years ago in Confessions
How my addiction grew into what it is today
Get comfortable, because this story may go on for a while. So for most people, when they hit their first joint it's something that was offered to them. With me that is not the case, back in middle school when I was 13, I actually went and searched for drugs, nobody in my school used them, or even vaped back then (Not until I did), so it was a pretty hard thing to find. My reasoning was because of my depression that I had been struggling with since age 8. They tried every antidepressant in the book (That's still available) so don't say I never tried. I also spent 1 and a half years in rehab, and 6 months in hospitals practically begging for help with my problems. Anyway, after talking to almost everyone in school, seeing who is cool and who isn't, I finally made a friend whose father actually used to grow weed. I told him what to do, just snatch a few nugs and put it in a air tight water bottle (Unfortunately he was super dumb and didn't even dry it out first), even though it was drenched that didn’t stop me from trying to light up. Anyway, soon after that came a new friend, whose mom was a nurse at a retirement home. She was a pretty severe addict and would steal prescription painkillers from the poor folks, I got him to bring me in some oxycodone and turns out, opioids work better than weed. After all that everything's kind of fuzzy so I'm just gonna wing this. Once I hit high school that's when I was addicted to stimulants. It didn't matter if it was Adderall, crystal meth, or cocaine, as long as it was a stimulant I wanted it. My Ritalin use got so bad I was doing around half a damn gram of the stuff just to stay on my feet, and that would mean snorting a 500 milligram line. I weighed about 80-100 pounds depending on the week, and after a while started getting chest problems. I went to my doctors and he looked me dead in the eye and asked “How on earth are you fucking alive?!”He then continued on about how if I didn't stop using my heart would fail and implode on itself. I obviously didn't care one bit, at first I told myself damn I got to cut back, but in the midst of trying to get help, the fact everyone just kept putting labels on me, and being emotionally abusive made me change my mind. My mindset went from “I know I need help and I am gonna seek it” to “Fuck everyone, Fuck my Family, Fuck the World, Fuck my homies, Fuck my girl, Fuck Everything I'm gonna sit here with this prescription bottle and snort methylphenidate until I either die from heart failure, or run out of the drug.”. After a while my habit became so severe I would literally buy the entire local supply of that drug and use it before they could even get more, so I switched from pharmaceuticals to street drugs. Now I was spending 10-20 dollars on a 30 milligram pill of Adderall (Methamphetamine Salts), a GRAM (1000 milligrams) of crystal meth only costs 15-20 dollars, and it's a lot stronger as well. Take this for example, a HEAVY dose of Adderall to snort for a full-grown adult is 80mg+, whereas a HEAVY dose of crystal meth for a full grown adult is 50mg+. Also, you can smoke meth to make the high a whole lot stronger. Smoking Adderall is nasty as fuck because of all the fillers they add to pills, unless you decide to freebase the drug. Freebasing is a way of purifying something, and ridding all of the fillers. Anyway, that is the gist of how my addiction grew into what it is today. Learned something from my story? Show your appreciation by subscribing, or you could even send me a tip! Thank you so much for reading, and I hope that this has helped at least someone make the right decision; which would be…. STAY AWAY FROM DRUGS.
By Andrew4 years ago in Confessions
