My next door neighbour

so I had this neighbour a few years ago who tormented me with her beauty. She was the most beautiful and gorgeous woman I ever seen and her dazzling eyes coerced me into worshiping her beauty.

You see my next door neighbour was 3 years older than me but she was quite short maybe 5’4 5’5, nevertheless she was not lacking in any department. Her eyes dazzled blue, her top deck was humongous and we shouldn’t even start down below. You see she was from Dominican. Half white and half black. She had a crush on my older brother who did not even show her any kind of attention. My older brother is the same age as her but he just didn’t care about her like the way I did , this made me furious as I wanted to prove that I was a better man. I was tied in with her compulsion, her mesmerising looks made me lose touch with society all I dreamed about was this girl.

You see it came to about prom time for my brother and her. That day was the best… kind of.

It was the first day that she every spoke to me. she came up to me and asked to help her into asking my brother out. Like what . I thought she wanted me but that didn’t turn out to be the case.

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From that day on I never spoke to her and played hard to get. Eventually I found out that no one wants to warm hard to get me, no one even tries to get me. So I gave up and lived in with my life.