How I knew she was the one!

Going to college was the scariest part of my life, simply because I didn't want the same experience as high school. Fast forward three years into my college career and I finally lost my V-card, I know late bloomer right? Anyways I ended up joining a fraternity after a fallout with a large friend group and found myself. I found my self-worth and where I felt that I belong. For once in my life. I began to be happy. however, that was short -lived because my first serious girlfriend and I ended up breaking up. This led me into a dark place and I just wanted some kind of love or companionship. I was attached becasuse this was the first girl I've been with ever. As months go by I began to just enjoy being in college partying, learning. and living life to the fullest. I then did what every single young teenager does, I downloaded a dating app. I was never really the "Hook up" type of guy but I said I guess I'll try it. So I did, and it was a temporary feeling of happiness although she also somehow found a way to hurt me. Finally. I gave up dating for like 4 to 6 months and focused on passing classes and hanging out with my fraternity brothers.

One day one of my pledge brothers was throwing a party at his townhouse known as D2 and this was the night that changed everything. That's the night I saw Her for the first time. It was an instant attraction and I was starstruck by how beautiful she was. I was really nervous on the inside when I was even two feet from her but I didn't show it that way. Instead. I played it like I knew what I was doing and I ignored her and that somehow attracted her towards me, I know I was shocked too! Fast-forward to the first night I finally invited her over she was nervous and I was nervous. So we did what every boy and girl do when they 'Hook up' we played xbox and talked for hours. So many hours that we lost track of time and at this point we accidentally skipped class and I don't even think we got food. Mind you we just talked and talked and hugged and I finally got the courage to kiss her. That first kiss stopped time and I wasnt thinking about anything but her, I had butterlfies immediately.

A few weeks go by and we are in the "talking stage" and I was happier than ever. Nothing could change the way I feel about this girl I was in love but I was scared to be in a relationship again becasue I didnt want to get hurt. Next thing you know I am hammered and feeling very confident and I just wanted her to be all mine, off the market, So I called her. She picked up the phone and said "Hello" I said "Do you want go out with me" slurring my words because I was highly intoxicated, She said "Yeah sure where?" and I said "no like do you wanna go out with me?" and she said "ask me in the morning when your sober" so i did that.

Next thing you know we were official she was my girlfriend and has been for 6 months 3 weeks and 5 days. I found the one for me, she doesn't make me change myself and she loves me for me and I love her for her and her funny personality.