Hope

AS I, was born on April Fool’s in 1965 when things were peaceful, sort of cool, and not talked about. I came into this world being molested and I thought it was oh ok it did not matter anyway, even incest too, because I was too young to know what to do. My mother is a foreigner, why what else could she do. So, in my life, I stood out too. Besides being molested, raped, and doing all you can imagine as I hit puberty in which I was not told, not to miss behave and had my first child indeed, now I am grown all alone as my mom disowned me going thru her own battle for sure. She did not sleep, eat, or shower I honestly believe she was in her own tower in another world so I had to find out myself all about this place called home where all can Rome. In which I did and wish I never had, because I gave up, gave in, and lost myself in the wrong zone. I felt all alone used, abused all over again. You cannot see you become blind all the time and feel out of sort, do not know how to resort in or out as you begin a journey in learning something you thought you were yearning. As you do as you, please watch if you sneeze, sniff, and smoke now this drug world was no joke. I thought I was amongst some friends and now the truth began as they degrade you and sell you too to reach a high that they may even die. All looking for love no matter how that looks with you, him, and her all on this thing that makes you fly so high that at times you want to die. You lose it all even your kids, family, and self, in fact, you do not want anybody else, because all is gone your help, healing, and hope. You start to sing this sad song in which crying out loud for hope, hope, hope you start to think everything is a joke and you want to choke on all you see, do, and have done. Now you start to see something deep inside you and you grasp on it and come to realize, it is time to recognize, stop lying, hiding, and disguising your given voice and make a great choice to get some hope, healing, and help and that is why I with God Jehovah's help made my passion, purpose, and plan to stand up for every person in hope with Washington Hope. That is how I got me to where I reside, inside, getting to know me so I can be for you when you cannot, will not, and do not know how to come back, to somewhere that cares and even dare to stand with you all the way each day till you can stand, stomp, and star for yourself here we are, check us out, Washington Hope. Do not give up or give in because your being renewed, and the test will come because now you know all those things must go. For you to grow, in your new world don’t you know. It is time for change only if you rearrange your mindset to not regret but learn so you will not return to the old because you found HOPE, to make better choices while using your voices to say NO, I am going another way today. I have tried yours now I will try HIS. Thanks for giving me a new change now I can dance with new music that will not slow me down, nor clown, or having me looking all around. But giving me all that I need HOPE in me to see clear to get to healing so I will accept help. www.washingtonhope2020.org.