Headache

I didn't go to the appointment my mom and Jan arranged. I didn't feel it reflected who I was as a person and those documents don't represent who I am.

I am going to go stay the night up in Portland and then figure out where to go from there. I am pretty psyched about the future and I can't wait to figure things out. I have some ideas or rather I feel like I can be productive up here if I keep my eyes peeled. I don't really want to talk to anyone right now, I feel like tomorrow will be a better day to get things done.

Mm, I don't feel safe leaving here without 80% battery. I do feel like I need to cancel my Planet Fitness subscription as that is costing me too much a month and if I am going to be traveling, it is not as useful.

I don't like Paypal anymore. I have never used my card. Well I did use it a few times but apparently it went dormant since after logging on it said the thing wasn't even activated.

The lobby closes as 6.

I don't even give a shit, I feel so happy right now. This room is awesome and now I am looking at my appointment schedule to figure out what to do next. New moon and solar eclipse in libra today. Bruh. What is this?

Fucking Marie, I don't need to think about that woman. She's fine. She dead. I am just happy I can write here in this nice place.

I finished all my tasks on Habitica so I am going to start working on my schedule book. I wonder if I need to go to Planet Fitness tomorrow. It is a long shot, I feel like I should go somewhere else for now. I am sobering up about being in Portland. Chris messaged me a bit before coming here, asking me for a fucking Xbox link up, please I don't care about that crap.

I feel... Finally free from that house. I didn't need to be there anymore. I didn't like who I was there. It is time to find out who I actually am, and I am excited.

I need to charge my electronics then work on my next project. I am trying out this Hopper app so, we'll see how it goes.

This is what I would like to do, basically review hotels and figure out what to do in the city.

I am staying at the Paramount right now with a pounding headache. I didn't think that 2 drinks and 3 gummies would do that to me. It is 5 am and I am not even sure what I should do right now. I am halfway thinking of going to a Buddhist temple or halfway thinking of going to Portland State.

I kind of need to make $2,000 soon so, I am looking for gigs that can facilitate that. Amazon Affiliate program seems to be ok but I think that is something that will grow over time rather than doing anything now.

I tried talking to Yuuki but it's a bit annoying and our temperaments are too similar and I ain't even drunk.

After I finish my coffee, I'll need to check out when checkout is, but it is usually at 10 or 1pm usually so, I am just going to leave by then.

Human Tasks:

• Buy Weed
• Deposit Check
• Take DMV test
• Fix Computer

I already deposited my check the other day and I bought weed a bit ago. I feel like taking the DMV test in Portland is sort of pointless, I could try to find a place to fix my computer but again, need that 2000 dollars and probably that's my focus.

The part of my computer that is not working is actually the internal Pomodoro timer thing. I think if I restart my computer it will go back to normal but I don't know how much I can do that before needing to get it properly fixed.