Do People Think Like Me?

I'm not the oldest and maybe i think this way because I'm young, I don't write well and I'm writing this at 8 a.m i haven't slept and ill probably pass out right after this it wont be long ill get to the point.

have you ever felt like your life was a stupid movie? or have you ever wished on a bird and it came true but not in the way you planned it to..? i hate going to class and everything that comes with it the listening the talking i hate it i pass all my classes but it never makes me happy or anything i don't know what makes me happy i feel like i'm just some random girl in a movie someone kins or relates to how can someone understand me if i don't understand or even like myself that's just the start.

I don't think normal and i know i don't i'm not the smartest but im sure not dumb i think like everything in my life is apart of a weird drama people cry to when they get broken up with i cant explain it at all i'm spilling this from the heart and it still makes no since what i'm trying to get at..or at least put in words i understand is i think like rhythm i think like poetry my life is a sonnet that wont play by the rules i am my own language i write what i feel in my own little book and life either publishes it or toss's it against my will i wanna think normal i wanna be into things i wanna be a normal poem.

i don't know it i can handle being me..this is more of a vent and i will write more..but well i don't know tell me...are you tired of being a distant song/poem too? am i the only kid right now who wants to learn how to feel normally and express myself with everything not just with friends i don't wanna walk around in the halls feeling like i'm a word being said over and over again.

i'll try to write these at the end of every week if people like them, ill write some of my old poems too, i'm not famous or anything at all..but you can all call me Rere..or maybe RK..thank you for listening to me and i hope i don't sound dumb i just wanna find someone like me..and to find someone who thinks deep like a sonnet with no meaning just to be played and played all over again as if i don't matter as if i'm only needed as a side character to make someones day and feel like filth for the rest of my own the only time i feel normal is when i listen to music and write..art is my thing to but even now writing will be something to me i've been writing for so long and its never ever meant anything to anyone but me no one would relate would they? i'm weird i'm quiet i'm big i'm not pretty i'm not fit i'm not anyone you'd pick out a crowed i'm just rere a sonnet a torn up poem someone who dosent know what to do with herself wont know how to think someone who lies and changes themselves to be happy someone who's so close to breaking and yet they still cant because even breaking would be out of this nobody character..i'm just the sonnet,the broken poem,the scratched music disc the girl who walks in the hall silently the girl who's always staring the nerd the reader the weird person who does the same thing everyday..like song on repeat...i'm Rere, Hi!