Creation

God and Hades created me.

I show love copiously.

Place no other above or below me.

Granted rebirth from the one called She.

She also gave me immunity.

To things that plague humanity.

Prosperity & peace,

I own continually,

For she loves me abundantly.

Grateful for all she blessed upon me.

Her purpose was to bless all of we.

To hope & inspire,

Perfect unity.

Strive to be good,

Live harmoniously.

Be kind & generous to all who encounter me.

Instinct brings out,

The devious side of me.

Must also stay true,

To Father’s ideology.

For there are things,

Daddy also gifted me.

He begets strength, totality.

Ye who seek to harm or misalign me?

Reap consequence indefinitely.

Her gifts I hold most dear to me.

But my truest heart?

What’s therein?

I must announce most honestly,

Tis darkness grows inside of me.

I began writing this one on an empty pack of cigarettes while waiting for my friend to get to get done with his optometrist appointment. I am in the process of writing my first novel and this concept of being something created by gods came to me during its production. People need to learn and be in touch with their "dark side" in order to grow and prosper in the world today. My dark side is the more powerful and capable side of me and allows me to explore possibilities not otherwise realized by the kinder side of my personality. In order to succeed one must be able to control and master their dark side. Since I was able to think a thought, my life-goal was to help as ,many people as I could. This philosophy has put me in some not so great situations and has harmed me more than helped me. So, recently, after a very deep and personal betrayal by someone very close to me, I began to do what Jung refers to as, shadow work. Shadow work is the idea of facing and confronting those character traits that may not be perceived as positive or good attributes of ones personality. As I progress on my own "shadow work" journey, I find that realizing and utilizing those attributes I denied within myself has helped me to heal from the damage and betrayal of those I hold close. My efforts have also made me a formidable and worthy opponent to those who may seek to harm, abuse, or use me for their own personal gain. I consider myself a peaceful person, but being aware of and finding strength in the dark side of my personality has made it so I am much more apt to protect myself from the harm caused to me by others. This was a necessary evolution of self. I needed to get in touch with my dark side so I would be able to see when others sought to harm me or interfere in my life. It also made me a much tougher and wiser person in this dog eat dog world we all exist in. I hope that by sharing this truth with other's it will help them too on their paths to self enlightenment and self-preservation.