Becoming Me !

Here I start not knowing where i am going with this, that is the truth. At the age of 34, it is normal to be lost ?

I am a wife to an amazing husband and a mother to three beautiful girls . My life is happy and still I feel lost. I once worked in an MNC and took a break to be with my kids and grow my family. Was it the right decision to do or could I have managed both work and life together ? I don't know, I may not have an answer to this at all. But here I am trying to pursue something that am not that very good at but has this feeling to give it a try.

Creating this account was quite straightforward, but things are rarely that simple for me. Should I use my real name in here , is that how this works?Or I should go for a shorter name with a zzz to it, that kinda gives a Gen Z vibe. As for the profile picture, should I upload a photo of mine or should i remain anonymous ? Am I planning to write about others in here or will it just be about me. Hmm...for now it might be best to stay anonymous.

Before the idea of using this platform for writing came to my mind, I initially considered Instagram for sharing photos and reels to engage my followers which includes my relatives and friends from all sides. However, I soon realized that I simply lack the courage to share everything about me and my family, knowing I might not handle criticism well. Ohhh dear Lord, being a Leo, I have this strong desire to be loved and accepted everywhere, and now I am questioning if I might be a narcissist.

...to be continued !!!