THE SKIN WE SHARE (PART 1)
Start writing...The Donor
The advertisement wasn't just a classified listing; it was a ghost of data clinging to the deepest recess of the dark web, a whisper in the digital graveyard of broken dreams. Its text was simple, yet offered a staggering promise: "Tired of your broken shell? A new vessel awaits. The Samsara Procedure."
For Eli Croft, whose existence had devolved into a slow, systematic dismantling at the hands of Huntington's disease, the message wasn't an ad. It was a direct answer to a prayer he’d been too cynical to voice. His body was a foreign country, a treacherous cage where his muscles spasmed and failed with violent, humiliating autonomy, betraying the sharp, screaming consciousness trapped inside. His life was an agonizing countdown to suffocation.
The man he met, who insisted on the title Dr. Silas, did not possess the comforting aura of a savior. He looked like a coroner who had been interrupted midway through his work and had forgotten his corpse. His skin was unnaturally pale, stretched tight over sharp bones, and his eyes were a flat, depthless grey that seemed to absorb all light and emotion. His voice was toneless, almost mechanical, yet it carried an unsettling authority that demanded attention. Despite his macabre appearance, his credentials—at least the digital ones presented in the sterile files—were impeccable.
"The mind, Mr. Croft, is nothing more than a signal," Silas explained in that chillingly flat tone, gesturing to a sleek, silent monitoring console. "It is pure energy. The body, conversely, is merely the receiver—a machine built of carbon and water, subject to the inevitable decay of entropy. Your receiver is failing, systematically shutting down. We will perform the signal transfer: migrating your core identity to a new, fully functional machine."
The "new machine" was the catch, the terrifying compromise. It wasn't a synthetic body. It wasn't an artificially grown clone. It was a donor. A living, breathing, perfectly healthy donor who had, according to Silas's chillingly dry delivery, "volunteered their physical form as an act of ultimate spiritual altruism." Eli, grasping at the last, thinnest thread of hope and desperate to escape the biological nightmare of his own failing flesh, chose to believe that grotesque lie.
The room where the procedure took place was a blinding white, sterile chamber, utterly devoid of comforting human warmth. There were no flashing lights, no complex surgical rigs, and no scalpels. Only two heavy, slate-grey stone slabs lay separated by a short expanse of polished floor.
Eli was gently, carefully, helped onto one slab. He struggled to turn his head, his gaze immediately locking onto the other slab. Lying there was the donor: a young man named Alex. He was built lean, strong, and effortlessly healthy, his face unblemished save for an intriguing, faded scar above his left brow. His eyes were closed in a deep, drug-induced slumber. This was the vessel. The prize.
Silas began the ritual. He simply paced, his shadow flickering unnaturally on the white walls, chanting in a language that sounded ancient and profoundly alien—a sound like dry bone grinding against marble, or maybe the whisper of static electricity given dark form. The air pressure in the room grew heavy and cold, a cold that felt internal, pressing directly onto the fragile dome of Eli’s skull.
Then came the pain. It was not a pain derived from physical injury; it was a horrific, raw, tearing sensation inside his mind, as if his very consciousness—the 'I' of him, his accumulated soul and memories—was being brutally pried loose from the soft, fleshy moorings of his brain. It was like tearing a root system from the earth. The sound in his head was a high-pitched, electric scream, accompanied by a dizzying, nauseating sense of movement in total, suffocating stillness.
His vision blurred, then terrifyingly doubled. For a single, agonizing second, he was looking at the cold white ceiling from two distinct sets of eyes. He saw his own withered, slack-jawed, twitching body on the slab opposite him, a thing of ruin. And simultaneously, he saw the ceiling through Alex's eyes, clear, focused, and unblinking. He was pure signal, vibrating between two receivers.
Then, the world was swallowed by total, crushing, merciful darkness.
He woke up screaming. But the voice that tore from his throat was not the weak, reedy sound of a dying man. It was strong, resonant, masculine, and young. His new body hummed with a startling, almost painful surge of vitality he hadn't known in over a decade. He pushed up, sitting bolt upright, his movements fluid, precise, and devoid of the tremors that had been his constant companion.
He looked at his hands—they were large, the knuckles thick, the wrists strong and unmarked. They were Alex's hands.
Driven by a desperate, terrifying urge to confirm his existence, he stumbled to a mirrored wall, his newly powerful heart pounding a healthy, rhythmic drum against the inside of Alex's ribs.
The face staring back was Alex's. The sharp jawline, the dark, intense eyes, the faint scar above the brow—the perfect vessel. But the expression—the wide-eyed, disbelieving, utterly terrified expression staring out from that young, perfect face—was undeniably, completely, agonizingly Eli.
He had done it. He was free of his dying cage. A slow, giddy, triumphant laugh bubbled up from his healthy lungs, a sound of intoxicating freedom.
The laugh died instantly in his throat.
In the reflection, just for a flicker, the face in the mirror—Alex's perfect, strong face—moved independently of Eli's own muscle command. It curved, just slightly, into a small, secret, knowing smile. It was a smile that never touched Eli's own horrified lips.
And as quickly as it came, the smile was gone, leaving only Eli's paralyzed, disbelieving visage staring back.
The first thought, alien and chillingly unwelcome, slithered into his newly acquired mind, uninvited, in a voice that was perfectly clear, calm, and utterly not his own:
"My turn."
Continue the terror! Wait for Part 2: The First Demand to discover what The Co-Pilot truly wants.