The Center Seat
This was a stupid idea; I feel like everyone is staring at me. I take a sip from my glass of Merlot, trying to ease my growing anxiety. I didn’t think the hostess was going to sit me smack dab in the center of the restaurant when I said, “table for one.” I was hoping for a table by the window, at least then I could distract myself with the outside world. Nope, instead I got the center seat with eyes everywhere. And why were there so many people out right now! I thought a Wednesday afternoon would be a safe time to eat out. C’mon you can do this; you were so excited! I heard my inner voice say. I take another sip of Merlot to calm myself. I let the flavor sit on my palate a few seconds longer before swallowing, take a deep breath, and exhale slowly. I can do this. I already ordered my food, now I just have to wait a little then eat. I close my eyes.
