Venting 1
Entry # 1 - a Look back
Everything seems so easy at fist, When your a kid you look at our parents and think: "Yeah I could do that someday..." You start growing up graduate elementary school go thought the Hell that is middle school only to question things about your self about your parents. Then go on to the even bigger Hell-scape that is High school where you question yourself even more learn you don't really need in life fight with your parents you're learning materials you wont need while you try to explain to them what you want to do, What you have a passion for only to be shut down called a child still and wont be taught what you need to be a functional adult and on top of that your mental health is going down more and more because your entire life you are making up for mistakes made by them in their past too and you are stuck in the middle of because you are the product of it. Now your 18 you graduated high school small of have an idea of who you are and what you want to do with your life so now its time for Life to truly begin. You are 18 no car(parents messed that up for you0 no job (yet), you are scared but trying to fake it like you know what you're doing. Going to job interviews that are completely different then the mock ones done while in high school. Trying your best to talk sell your skills and abilities and any thing positive about your self when middle school and high school already broke and stole all of that from you so now figure something out or else you're about to be out with no money nor a home any more. When did 'your best' stop being enough you know, like we are told to 'do your best' and that's ok if you cant figure something out right off that bat. Why cant we be enough...
