Tiffany Price

I Miss Him

Today started I can all dayToday started Like a normal day I woke up feeling groggy And went from my cigarette Maybe today with different maybe I want to feel the over well men black abyss maybe I would be happy today these are the Thoughts That Ithink every morning while having my cigarette and coffee Today was different Today Simon had to leave his only going for the night he would be back tomorrow evening that didn't stop the anxiety slowly eating away What if he doesn't want to come back What if I end up On my own I couldn't possibly cope on my own this man is my world my whole universe and I don't know how to do this without him A moped about the house for most of the day feeling myself getting more anxious and agitated snapping at him when there was no need to its not that he wants to go away but he needs to just for the night And a few hours tomorrow he promises I can do this and that he will be back as soon as he can I smile and tell him it's ok I reassure him ill be ok but deep down I'm not sure it's true.