Theresa Evans
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I am a woman on fire for the love of life and being able to reach one life at a time through my words. If I can reach one then I can teach one the art of healing one's self from the inside out all mentaly
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Sit Down
I was brainwashed into thinking that I had no power. My inner strength was so weak that Theresa almost died. No human being on earth should ever have to go through life brainwashed because some ass whole decided it was your turn to die. I don’t mean dye in the sense that you have no more life in you. I mean to die in the sense of verbal, mental, and emotional death, and this doesn’t limit actual physical end either. Physical death is the last step, but while I am still on this earth, I will always speak the truth about my reality no matter how much resistance I get. Some people will probably be pissed off at me for saying these things, but it needs to be said for various reasons.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Confessions
Confident
Become so confident in who you are that no one’s opinion, rejection, or behavior can rock you. (8-Images. Blogspot) I never thought that I would be the one to say these things over myself because of all the sadness in the world today. I have to make sure that every day I wake up with the sole purpose of becoming more confident than I was a day ago. I do care about other’s opinions if they are in my inner circle, so when my inner circle starts to give me rejections about a decision that I am about to make that could hurt me, I pause to hear them out. Even if my inner circle starts behaving differently than I am used to with them, that doesn’t mean that it is terrible. All that tells me is that I need to refocus my intentions on what I am trying to do because my inner circle is the ones that are going to make sure that they hold me accountable for reaching the goals that I have set for myself.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Confessions
The Frozen Pond Part Six
What else could happen to me with this frozen pond and Leroy? I know that I am secretly in love with Leroy, but I honestly don’t know how to tell him these things without him thinking that I am crazy or something. We both already have a long history of being best friends, but he doesn’t know the have of all the pain I have encountered over the years. I don’t even know if he would understand, and the real question is, would he still see me the same, or does he see something that I don’t? Oh, well, only time will tell for now.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Fiction
Damaged
She's damaged, but she's a keeper. She needs to be loved a little differently, reassured a little more. (Unknown Author) Most men think that just because a woman is damaged, she is not a keeper, but this type of thinking is why so many good men mess around and miss out on the good women in this world like myself. Now I will be the first to admit that I am damaged in my life in some places but not all places because I have learned how to forgive myself first for all the bad things that have happened to me in life and most of the issues that I was having were not at my own hands. I have a wonderful man in my life now who has and will always be my supporter and biggest fan. Is he perfect? Of course not, but he is created for me, which is all that matters to me. No, we did not sprinkle some magic dust on our relationship. We had to go through many different things for him to see the real me. Broken, betrayed, mistreated, not being able to trust others, let alone myself, being insecure because others are insecure with themselves. All of these things would make any other person fold in life and give up but not me. Yes, I need to be loved differently because my past trauma has shaped me to love others differently. Knowing this about myself doesn't make me an evil woman. It just lets me know that I am no longer in denial about my reality anymore. Yes, I need to be reassured a little more than others because if you want to keep me on the same page as you, you have to do these things to grow and accomplish great things together.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Humans
Betrayal
When you look at this picture, what is the first thing you think you see looking at it? Well, I see many things, and the first thing that I see is a person torn apart by family, friends, coworkers s, and even themselves. Sometimes you have to get heartbroken to see the other person clearer. Does it feel good? Of course not, but it is part of the process. This process of pain is for you to grow and learn from it, and if you need to move some people around or out of your life, then this is what you have to do for yourself, not for them.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Humans
The Frozen Pond Five
“You are right, Leroy. We will talk about work first, but this conversation isn’t over by a long shot. You can’t come up to me and confess your love for me like this, knowing that we have a dangerous job to do. What are you even thinking about?” Tazi asked.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Fiction
Dirty
Once you do me dirty, I may forgive you, but I’ll never treat you the same you will never get the old me again. So many people have come into my life and have been excellent teachers, friends, and lovers of life. However, those people keep treating you dirty and don’t even care that they are doing you dirty.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Confessions
The Frozen Pond Part Four
Another knock on Tazi’s front door came, and when she got up to answer, she mentally shut down the thoughts that she was having so vividly about Leroy. Upon opening the front door to greet whoever was there, her breath caught in her throat when she saw that it was Leroy.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Fiction
The Frozen Pond Part Three
“Okay, I understand what you are saying, and you are my best friend too, but this new information about me dying is scaring the crap out of me, Leroy. I have never encountered anything like this before, and I am distraught right now. Thanks for having my best interest at heart. I don’t know what I would do without you. Just keep me posted on the developments.” Tazi said.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Fiction
You Think You Know Me.
I honestly do not know most people think that they know me. I just learned how to love myself first before anyone else, so for those individuals that think they know me well, I have good news for you because you don’t. Don’t keep assuming something about me without even taking the time to communicate with me first. I respect all human life, but if you think that just this fact alone permits you to invade my inner peace and space, you have no idea who you are dealing with when all you have to go on is that we were acquainted with each other a time or two. I am by nature a giver, and because I am a giver, most people tend to think that it is okay for them to cross the lines. Listen, I have put those lines out there so that you can see and understand the women. My past is not pretty, but at the same time, I am glad that the dirt that has and is currently still being thrown on and at me is growing the seeds that I have already planted positively. Think about it like this, every spring, the flowers and trees bloom, right? So keeping this in mind, you have to keep the seeds in soil or dirt and then water it as much as possible so that the kernel can bring out beautiful flowers. I am using the seed metaphor as an example to show that we all have had dirt throws our way, but if we could change our way of thinking about the soil, we will be amazed at what you have grown.
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Motivation
The Frozen Pond Two
Taz replied, “You have one week to convince this city that I Taz come in peace, and if I do not see a humble heart within that week, the pond will stay frozen.” Tazi knew that she had her work cut out for her, but she disappeared into the frozen pond before she could ask Taz any more questions. Tazi said, “Well, I guess I will get to work, but first, I need to go back to the hotel and do some digging of my own.”
By Theresa Evans4 years ago in Fiction
