Stacy Sylvester

Bad Day, Bad Week, Bad Year...

After going through a lot, there comes a time in one's life when we realize things have actually changed—people around you seem to be different; even with a bunch of friends or acquaintances you tend to feel lonely; you don't express, thinking no one would actually understand you; you don't wanna have a boyfriend because your priorities are different; you are always short of time; even the slightest of work requires a lot of energy; waking up becomes one of the hardest things to do; you become so conscious while standing and talking to somebody; all you think about during an important lesson in your class is nonsense; you are never mentally present; you find people who used to be so good to us, show their true colors; you are jealous because these people are having so much fun and you have no option but to stay alone; even your parents fail to understand you since they might have not gone through all this, as things might have been different with them; you don't even feel like opening up to your siblings; you don't have real humans as friend; you are drowning in the tears which could never flow down your face since you had to pretend everything is fine; you start thinking about how things were in the past and finally realize, that you've actually lost who you used to be... you've lost the 'you', you loved...