S7vered universe

Passive Demon

God if your hearing me I think I'm far to lost for saving, I have done so many wrongs and never even tried to correct them, I blame myself I brought myself down this road and now I have to see it through. If only... if only I would have taken it more seriously I could have lived my high school years different, I could have been with her God I'm so angry, Angry that I'm weak, Angry that I chose the first option I came up with and I'm really angry that I left her by herself we've been together since we where kids, inseparable for so long and I have ruined that and now I must learn to live with that, as things are for me now I would rather die than to get her involved, but this is torture I am now forced to see the love of my life falling for another man and what's even worse is that our colleges merged so me along with all my demons are now lurking the halls of the university, God please continue to keep her safe and please keep those demons away from her i want to keep this lifestyle I live a secret from her for as long as i can in your name i pray... Amen.