Renayia Anderson

Cabin In The Woods

It's six am and i have to get ready for school. Head hurts from the crying last night. Wake up with a whole bunch of messages from everyone saying the same line." It's going to be ok" or " are you ok ? " This is the worst feeling in the world to see the person that you love be with another person. I knew that we weren't in a good space but to step out and be so bold enough to cheat on me is another thing. Now I have two options: Be disrespectful and not care about his feelings or forget and move on. Me knowing that i'm nonchalant i'm just going to forget and move on. Right now i'm at a point where I want to crawl in my bed and die but i won't do that. Got in the shower feeling some kind of relief from the pain and agony from last night. Got dressed and put on sweats and a hoodie with my hair tied up. Don't have the energy to get pretty. Walked in the kitchen and see my mother but she doesn't say anything. She doesn't want to say the same things because she knows I heard it all before. Before leaving out the door she calls out to me but hesitates and says never mind. Finally get to the school and all eyes on me. I can feel the eyes of my fellow classmates staring at me from and far and whispers began to start. As I head to my locker I see him laughing and pointing at me. Tears began to run down my face as I went to class. During the day everything was mellow and smooth while my mind is racing. Everything was good until the last hour of my day.