Rana Edwardson
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Hoping to spark your imagination in a world full of wonder.
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My Muddy Mother.
Hi. Mother mayhem. We have all been talking about how much we are looking forward to summer at the bach with you, and are envious of you living out there full time with Dylan this week. Also can you use the wood instead of selling it this year? That's right i know about your secret side earns, the bootleg liqour too. Dylan called to say the wood had arrived yesterday and we had a nice chat. He also sent me a funny video of your antics he secretly took of you last week for the archives. I'll watch it later. I haven't heard from you though. That's always suspicious. Anyway, hope you're not up to anything too naughty MOTHER!
By Rana Edwardson4 years ago in Families
Topsy turvy
Am I happy? Am I good? I'm definitely not very witty. Is my life worth it? Do I matter oh no am I shallow I don't think I m meant to matter? Woah wait worth what? what are we measuring lives against? maybe I do matter and I haven't put in enough effort I definitely should have done things differently. No hang on, I'm ok I've been the best me I can be right, But what if I'm not getting it, wait am I dumb, what is the meaning of life again Who knows the answer not me eeek lucky no one can hear me. Stupid other people walking around like they have it all figured out! Well, not Pam she a total mess? Oh, shit am I judgemental and mean? Do I bother to learn new things? have I done my job as a human? What even is that job? What is actually important? Is it humans or is it the earth? Or is it just being good? Do I care enough? Crap I don't have very good relationships with people.... some other little voice in my head yells "you don't care people are complex and make you anxious! Well, hang on though little voice connection with people IS important. And right now I'm trying to come up with value I think i have to offer so please internal noise makes some sense. The panic of getting it "right" had set in.
By Rana Edwardson4 years ago in Humans
