Blood Rushes ^w^
Today at work, my boss kindly advised me that we are able to give out food to go, after my turning a customer away. She told me I should always find a way to please the customer and that next time, I should give out food on paper plates. While she was telling me this, I felt my face turning bright red. My skin started heating up and I could tell that she noticed. Instantaneously, I turned my face the other way and avoided eye contact. In my thoughts, I tried to calm myself down, so that maybe she wouldn’t notice. When she was done giving me advice, apologised to me, saying that she may have been too harsh with her wording. This honestly is the reason I still get a little anxious before and during work. I work together with my boss, and while I’ve already been working there for a while, I always will see my boss as my superior. She’s super kind and we’re on a friendly basis, but whenever I talk to her, I become hyper aware of what I’m saying, subconsciously worrying about whether what I’m saying could offend her (and lead her to fire me— exaggerated, but that’s how it is).
