me and my family problemse
Oh... be patient!" said Rini, my friend, patting my shoulder in support.
I just responded with a smile. That's how my best friend is, he knows all the problems I've faced all this time because I told him all my problems. Rini is a very important person to me, even too important. He really understands my feelings more than my parents, especially my mother.
During the lesson I didn't focus at all on what the teacher was explaining, especially since the current lesson was mathematics which basically really made me crazy. My thoughts were instead in places and in memories that made me even worse. I remember what my parents said. “Lun, we had to do this, sorry to hurt you.” Dad said a little pleadingly. "Yes...Luna, you have to understand this situation, Mother, please.", No...no." I shouted in response to what they said that night.
Sigh…. I exhaled sharply remembering that. "Luna, you have to be strong, there's nothing to cry about." I softly strengthened myself. Rini who was next to me could only stare blankly at me. Well... he knows quite well the problems I'm facing.
Now I'm standing in front of the door of the house, just staring at the door with doubts. Do I have to go home straight after school ends? I hesitantly turned the doorknob and immediately entered the house. Deg...that screaming sound can be heard again, isn't it!! always sounds more precise. What curse words are appropriate to come out of a teacher's mouth? And is it appropriate for a doctor to say something like that? an educated person cannot restrain his ego to simply clear things up. I used to be quite proud of being a child who had a mother who was a teacher and a father who was a doctor. But now things have changed. Many things make me sad, disappointed and even stressful. I want to run away from the reality of this life but what can I do? I'm just a weak 16 year old girl.
