muvalove

Love yourself more.

Let's start from the beginning. I'm the youngest of 5 and the closest sibling in age to me graduated high school when I was 12 years old. Moving in with just my dad and not living with any of my siblings until my freshman year of high school meant I spent a lot of my childhood alone. Now, I'm no therapist in any way, but I'm almost positive this somehow led to my deep investment into my friendships and relationships. Along with other issues I'm in the process of healing from, I have a big fear of being alone and abandoned. Now that we have a little background, let's get into exactly what led up to this reflection.