Mindy allen
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I’m barely here
I wonder why I do this, my feelings hurt again. Let the tears flow and drop off my chin. My mind is goin crazy how can i love him this much. To let him abuse me mentally emotionally and such. It’s like I hate him but I love him at same time. Or like his brings life into me at same time I feel I’m dyin. I tell him to go but want him to stay And get made at him when he chooses either way. Sometimes he shows he cares and good it makes me feel But I’m my mind I’m questioning ‘why what the deal’. Once trust is broke Its hard to get it back And that’s exactly what’s got us where we are at. Cause none wants to be around accusing all the time Or deal with someone’s self pity and depressed all the time
By Mindy allen4 years ago in Poets
Couples
Captivating is the couple who walk holding hands The ones that beside there lover they stand. Happy is the couple with a who always smile when the other ones around. The ones that heard what the other says with out making a sound. Perfect is the couple who work at their love everyday. that always will be there for each other and never wanna stray. Graceful is the couple who eaxhothers feeling spare. The one who always show that they care Beautiful is the couple who together grow old and. Who value each other like a rare piece of gold
By Mindy allen4 years ago in Poets
What’s behind the smile
You can’t jusdge a book by its cover is what I’ve always heard. Or no matter how tough it get u gotta keep moving forward. You may pass by someone and think all is well and good. Because they always smile and seem happy no matter how their mood But what if they’re not and the smoke is fake. What if they prayed if in the morning they didn’t wake. What if there felt no one cares at all What if self harming was in their thoughts. So remember to always take time To look much deeper than the smile and make sure everything is good cause sometimes people are misunderstood!
By Mindy allen4 years ago in Poets
Forever love
HEY baby just hold me please hold me tonight Let’s try to make this better let’s try to make it right. I wanna be your forever I never wanna part. I love YOU with all my mind Soul and heart. I can’t imagine my life unless u are in it We we’re made edit each other won’t u admit it I just don’t know how we’ve turned so cold I thought we”d stay together until we were old. But it’s like destruction has came into our paths. our love seems to be dieing really fast. This is not how I want it not what I choose You see the our love is speacial and it I won’t loose. I know it won’t be easy and I won’t give up even when it get hard even when it’s tough. I will do all I can to warn your love back then maybe our love will be back in track. Please baby I want u to understand. I’m in love with u you are my man.
By Mindy allen4 years ago in Poets
Level up
There is a light at the end off tunnel I found it myself. when I had hit rock bottom and was begging for help. But no one would help they was tired of my game and it’s noones fault but mine go blame.. I had been in denial thinking I wasn’t that bad it left me misrealable, empty, lonely and sad! But when at my lowest. no worse could I get I started Praying To God for strength. I could only go up there was no other way. So I set my mind to it and fought ever day It was hard but I did it I knew It would be tough I knew I could do it if I never gave up. A lot of hard work with a lot of swears and tear. overcoming it was hard but I conquered my fears now I am better I have a story u Tell. I beat this addiction and I’m finally well!
By Mindy allen4 years ago in Poets
Oh baby
as I lay here and wonder beside u in bed should I kiss on ur nipples or just give u head. Should ur pecker get hard as i stroke it up and down should I scream out ur name or should I make a squealing sound.. what if u told me u wanna lick on my clit twirl ur tongue around while hard becomes ur dick. Damn it feels good eat my Toto just right damn what did I do to deserve this good sex tonight.. u want me ride h bounce my ass on ur lap I throw my hands behind me and give ur balls a tap tap tap.. u say bendover let me hit it deep.. damn baby u making me weak! Not wanting it to end cause we could go all night cause sex is the best when ur man for u is right!
By Mindy allen4 years ago in Poets
Drama hood
I feel like shaking my head and given up changing the road this ones to tough. I try and try to do my best but always a failure at every quest. I try to do good but bad always spoke. nothing ever seems to be good enough for these folks. See I’m talking about my neighborhood And the truth of how it is they Like to strow gossip so let me tell you about their biz. Neighbor number one let me tell you her me and she can keep cause no one is trying to be with him or sleep. her daughter to drag one is all you will hear she talks a big game but behind it is fear these two are steadily going to get these two hands and trust me it’s coming when shit hits the fan. My other neighbor let me tell you is kaniving as can be she always seems to have something up their sleeve. A con artist they may call her a thief would be my word but if u call her out she will say “what how absurd” The one in the back have troubles of there own but they’ll watch what you’re doing and let it be known just to keep their names clear an for nothing be blamed but a deep look in and it’s their selves causing the shame. my family isn’t perfect just normal to me But there batting 100 if my neighbors u seen.
By Mindy allen4 years ago in Poets
Poison
Silence is all you here we’re together we’re alone you’re playing with the radio I’m playing with my phone communication we are like and gown is also respect where did our love go we used to be so perfect. now all we do is argue and swear the others to blame When maybe we should admit for once its ourselves causing the shame but we are too caught up in wanting to be right. hoping it’s not Me that seen while bringing you to light maybe I fucked up and told a few white lies maybe when you’re not looking all I do is cry I’m not miserable with you just hard to cope with the pain. we used to be right for each other now we’re like poison in the vein
By Mindy allen4 years ago in Poets
Depression
It’s all about to end I’ve took more than I can bare. My heart is faintly beating I’m just an empty stare. My tears are barely flowing when they used to flood the room MY state of mind feels trapped in my forever doomed. THE smile that I once had now cannot be found The laughter and joy once heard now replaced with nono sound. I try to look on the bright side and good I try to find. but all I see is darkness in bad thoughts come to mind. The daily care and compassion that I used to show is replaced with negative anger and now A hatred flows. I know that this is not normal and definitely not me I got escapeThis depression or a future I don’t see.
By Mindy allen4 years ago in Poets
