Matthew Sanford

Love and Pain

In a lifetime, you will experience a lot of heartache but you will also experience a lot of good times. Loving times. It's a new year which means a lot of people are trying to be better than they were last year. I'm so happy about that! Don't give up on that. I'm doing the exact same. I started a diet and exercising more after a major break up. I'm gonna be all over the place so just stay with me. Okay? Never have I ever had a girl make me so vulnerable like this one did. Her name was Morgan. She literally came out of nowhere and at a really dark time in my life. We started out just friends and just toking up together all the time. It took 3 or so months before we had any sort of relations with each other. Within this 3 months I caught myself texting her all of the time, visiting her at work, and surprising her with her favorite candies/food. I literally started falling for her so much. It was crazy! I never have felt like that in the 21 years I have been living. Well, we finally began a relationship with each other and we were spending every waking moment to each other and never stopped talking even throughout the day. It was an amazing feeling to be loved like I was.