Awaiting Emotions
So I was just sitting in my room watching people eat on my TV and i thought to myself… man I'm hungry! Lol I was hungry but that’s besides the point. I started thinking about you, about time, how much longer I had to wait, had to keep painfully striving forward in this house, waiting for the day I can be held in your arms, and forget about the hard times. There's been a couple of ways I've been trying to deal with this but I thought maybe writing down how I felt about you and how i just felt in general every other day might help me cope. Yea I know usually doing that wouldn't help much and you would think it would just make things harder for me but in a strange way I feel like it's going to help a lot. So here we go. Hopefully if I even have the guts, I'll send this to after I've seen you.
