Kelly

To the girl who feels like life has let her down

I never knew growing up that I had no self worth or self love but looking back now I see how many things were right there in my face and I didn’t realize. I felt like I didn’t belong anywhere and sometimes even in my own family. I had friends but never felt they were really loyal to me. I felt like I was too fat and didn’t really know what I wanted in my life. I felt like everyone else was prettier and were liked by the boys. I thought I had to chase people to get them to like me. I felt awkward and didn’t really know how to be mature. It became a little clearer when I had friends who went behind my back and dated the guy I had dated or liked. When the boys I liked didn’t like me and when the boys who liked me cheated, lied or used me. It should have been a clear sign to me right then but I still didn’t fully get it.