Joshua Garcia

Alive, avoiding Schizophrenia.

My name is Zen, the first thing I remember it's been floating in a warm cloud comfortable just being me, I remember nobody. A loud sound and bright light appear, suddenly I am in this body, in front of a TV playing Super Nintendo I knew what it was and how to play without doing it before, only with memories I suddenly had, knowing where was, having memories of how to move I look to my right and suddenly I see my mother and I asked for milk like it was an instinct, first times I ha spoken and heard words, I was surprised I feel like a stranger in this child's body I continue playing things I saw for the first time but had memories of it then emotions started I couldn't help it but it was happening this continued over the years, I thought in ways but could no act as I wanted, had to act as my body wanted.