Struggles of being a bisexual teenager
Growing up as a military child its always been hard to make friends, its even more hard to keep relationships, constantly moving every 3 years takes a tole on a kid and sometimes your parents don't see that, there were times where I wished I was a normal kid I always dreamed of having friends since kindergarten and growing up together but i always knew my fantasy wouldn't come true, when I was in 7th grade i remember everyone calling me gay for every little thing i did and I never knew what they were talking about i was only a child and people told me i was gay before i could even find out for myself? this has been going on since high school everyone I meet makes jokes and they always assume my sexuality there were times where I tried to be gay but i knew it wasn't for me so i called myself bisexual thinking the names would lessen but the name calling got worse, there used to be days were I had to cry in the shower keeping my voice down so no one would hear me, the fear of my own family making fun of me would've destroyed me and i couldn't take it anymore. not to mention that I'm a christian so that meant going to hell? who wants to go there! So i told myself that next year ( 10th grade ) would be different but i hasn't.
