Morning Agony.. Content Warning.
I'm a failure, my love. I have failed you and myself. Why did I kill our love? I cannot keep anything safe, not even your heart. But then the black cat comes to me again, and I feel for a moment that there is some good I can do, some love I can give without much risk of destroying it. I realized that the cat's innocent stare is the same one you might have given me, once. Big eyes looking up at me like I'm the only thing that mattered. God, I miss you and the innocence we shared together. It's the most real thing to me, in my sea of lust and fleeting dreams, yet I cannot remember most of the good. Only the bad. That's all that's left to remind me of you. I can never take back the things I said, or worse, what I didn't say. I can't take back my words, the same way I can't speak in a moment that has already passed.
