Fearless Horizons

Joined October 2020

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A misfit learning how to be fearless as I reach new horizons.

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I hate my job
I know I said I was going to start posting different content but sometimes I just need to have someone to vent to. Being a server sucks. If you need a job until you can find a better one then it works good as a temporary fix. On the other hand though, it’s very exhausting especially for an introvert like myself. I hate coming into work because of the fact that it’s extremely slow with everything going on covid related. If we get shut down again I’m screwed. I can’t collect unemployment again yet. Even if I do collect unemployment all I will be getting is maybe $200 a month if I’m lucky. All of my money I make is in my tips and since I’ve changed where I’m working I don’t make anything near where I’m used to. I’m honestly worried. I understand why the shut down will happen and I understand that it’s to protect people but it’s just going to make me homeless. I can’t afford my bills at that point. I can’t do anything. I mean isn’t it already bad enough that I don’t get decent insurance? Haven’t I been hit hard enough with that? Lets get real guys, if I get sick I can’t go to the hospital and get checked out because I don’t have decent insurance. I’ll have to pay for pretty much the entire thing. I don’t make enough to pay for medical expenses.
By Fearless Horizons5 years ago in Journal
Line Up Change
I can sum my day up in just a short paragraph, but what fun would that be if it was just a five second read? Work sucked, people I work with are lazy, there’s stupid people in this world that not only suck horribly but also are the reason we have warning labels, and I’m ready to crawl back under my rock I hid under for three years. The fact that I want to go back under my rock is what today will be about.
By Fearless Horizons5 years ago in Humans
Happiness Through Fear
Some days are just bad days, others are still bad days but they make you remember the good days too. Then you have the good days. Today was a bad day that made me remember the good ones.
By Fearless Horizons5 years ago in Motivation
The Karma I Don't Want
My day has definitely been one of those days that just don’t seem to end. I want to sleep for a week straight. I have definitely pushed myself in so many ways that I don’t think I could. It did pay off though literally.
By Fearless Horizons5 years ago in Humans
Day One
Today I am starting a challenge for myself. Journaling is something that I’ve been wanting to make a habit for at least a decade. I’m also looking at wanting to not be as skittish around others like I currently am. In order to rectify both situations at the same time I am challenging myself to writing about my day here where every single one of you can see my posts for at least 365 days. Some of my posts might be formal while others are not. My writing style changes depending on my day. Hopefully I come across several amazing people that would like to take this year journey with me. Here’s to day one.
By Fearless Horizons5 years ago in Journal