Line Up Change

I can sum my day up in just a short paragraph, but what fun would that be if it was just a five second read? Work sucked, people I work with are lazy, there’s stupid people in this world that not only suck horribly but also are the reason we have warning labels, and I’m ready to crawl back under my rock I hid under for three years. The fact that I want to go back under my rock is what today will be about.

I’ve been thinking about changing content I post here. No one cares how my day was, no one wants to read about how I hate this or feel that. If anyone wants to read about me being emo you can go read my Facebook status’s from ten years ago. Yes, I do claim myself as emo and I’m not ashamed of it even though I am fully aware of how annoying some emo’s are. If I truly think about it, I don’t want to show my emotions though. I don’t want to tell you about all the ways I want to harm myself on some days. I don’t even want anyone to know how bad of a day I’m having. It’s rough enough having to remember that for the last two months I’ve been working with a lot more people than I had been working with prior to this. It’s no longer just me and my cook anymore. It’s me, at least three other servers if they all show up, a bartender, a manager or two, at least two cooks, a dishwasher, and sometimes a host and janitorial. That’s a lot of people compared to just me and my cook.

Let me get back on topic though because no one wants to read about this. If you want to know about my job then I’ll share more one day but until I get this off the ground who I am is unimportant. It’s unimportant due to the fact that as it stands now, I am nobody. I need to transcribe the full quote that I get reminded of when someone says I’m nobody.

In short, my point is I would rather show you guys about me by writing about serial killers and musicians. Posting about songs and tour dates. Finding new bands and sharing them with the rest of the world. That’s what I want to post about. I don’t want to bore anyone with how my day was. More often than not my day is boring. I go to work, get mad at customers that don’t tip well for decent service or they’re just straight up karens (I get a lot of those), then proceed to come home and sit here as I watch YouTube. I’m a boring person but I’m also an introvert so I don’t really put myself out there. I’m also pretty embarrassing, I managed to prove that to myself because I embarrassed myself at work today.

One could probably guess that when I said I wanted to write a journal post every day for a full year that I’d get bored with it quickly. Writing about myself isn’t something that I enjoy and if I’m being brutally honest I’d rather write about something I completely enjoy and get people to read that than write about me. I am not read worthy, but music and serial killers are. I know they’re both over populated with content creators, but there might be more information than you know. Plus I’m going to be aiming for the more unknown serial killers than what most write about. I think Charles Manson will be the one with the most fame that I would write about. Only because I’m one of those girls that just had to pick a favorite serial killer. It was a thing in my friend group in high school. We all had one and if you didn’t then you needed to find a favorite.

Expect new content soon guys.