Generalized Anxiety Disorder
If I think about it there has never been a time in my life I did not feel anxious about something, never been a time where even at least in my back of my mind I did not feel for some reason death was imminent. Even as a child when you are supposed to be carefree and unbothered by things I was afraid. I think I did a better job at pretending to be okay when I was very young. I was better able to wear a mask than I was as a I got older.