Emily Matthews

Absurdity: Dating from a NON-Narcissist Point of View

He threw me down the stairs and blamed ME. Are you fucking kidding me? And I let him get away with it. And I continued to let him get away with anything, even when I had no idea he was gaslighting me. God, relationships like this it’s hard to even tell when you are being told the truth or not. It is hard to know if a kind act is just a facade for a stupid fuck up he did behind my back. What makes it difficult to leave is the fact that I feel he could change or maybe I just do not want to be alone. IDK, whatever is I just do not know how I got in this deep.